Five days off ...  

attractiveBBW 44F
15 posts
8/8/2006 2:07 pm

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10/21/2006 8:50 am

Five days off ...

I started my five days off thinking I would go out of my way to have some fun. Right, as shy as I am it never happens. There are two single men that live above my aunt and one is a cop and the other is a writter for a newspaper(not sure which)both are as sexy as they could get. Tall and thats my weak point. I made myself known I was here by spending a lot of time outside the apartment, which I havent done much here. I wanted that cop so badly, he did stop and make small talk, him in uniform, {{deep breath}} couldnt focus on what he was saying, my mind is screaming shut up and kiss me, but I smiled and laughed at his jokes and made eye contact away from his wide shoulders .. this is so horrible. But I know its just my hormones going nuts, and I would have the reaction to almost any man ... The reason I can undoubtly say that cause yesterday I meet a guy I'd been talking to on the phone for a few days in person, his voice was very deep and I like that, and he said he was 5'11 and 190 well, he was shorter than me at least 5'6 and that was a huge turn off cause I like to feel secure with a guy. Anyway, he tells me he's out of prison for 6mo. I had to go. He's called me about 50 times but I can't answer, I just don't know what to say and it's not in me to be mean.

My job has said I'm to get my raise on this paycheck comming on thursday, I really hope so. I hope to find a house by the end of this month. I love my aunt, but she has totaly given up on herself she doesnt even want to shower anymore. I know I've lost weight being here, the thought of looking like her has helped me in that area. She is very big. with a bigger heart. I wish I was more secure right now. I'd love to meet a guy I can have fun with on my time off, not secure enough to have a realtionship yet, but can have fun.

2daycowboywanted 45F

8/8/2006 2:40 pm

And here is to wishing you luck!

Until later

redmustang91 57M  
8662 posts
8/8/2006 2:46 pm

What you can say is you found another friend and cannot get invovled with him... Avoiding guys just out of prison seems like a good idea.

2375 posts
8/8/2006 4:48 pm

Congrats on the raise! Why don't YOU ask the cop out? You never know where it may lead! Good luck sweetie!

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