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Well, another year is over, I turn 36 tomorrow and I can't help but think about my life so far and wonder what's ahead. I had a very strange dream last night, I very seldom dream yet this one was so vivid, it was almost like a replay of all the moments in my life that stick out, mainly the bad and painfull ones, like my subconcious had made a movie of all the negative moments of my life and dumped me in the starring role. I guess that shows my state of mind lately, been too hard on myself and looking back way too much when I should be looking forward.
Getting a year older is a good time for a resolution eh? I need to focus more on the future and not what I've messed up in the past. I need to bring the fun and the living back into my life and stop wishing I could change what's happened and wishing I could make all the good things I want just happen now. Life is like a mighty stream, it's so much easier when you just flow with it rather than trying to swim against the tide.
I'm getting together with some friends after work tomorrow and we are going out to celebrate my birthday, I'm looking forward to it.
12/1/2005 5:29 am
Happy belated birthday babes|
Take each day at a time
enjoy life cause you only have one go at it
love silky x