** Week #1 of September **  

artsyfox 43F
1482 posts
9/3/2006 12:13 am
** Week #1 of September **

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Week 1 of September

I will be posting all my thoughts and random ramblings inside this post I will also answer anything here. Sorry folks just trying out something a little diffrent in format.
I think we will know soon enough if it works. *G*

BTW this means that the usual drivel will be inside this post. try reading the comments. Some if not most will actually be mine.


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ArtsyFox
"We are, each of us angels with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another."
Luciano de Crescenzo


artsyfox 43F
1799 posts
9/3/2006 2:03 am

f Ok just being a little surfer for the moment and actually going around and surfing blogs tonight. Sadly its Sat. night and I don't have anything planned. I actually cleaned my bathroom up cause I was bored earlier. EGADS!!! thats bored! So i started to do some artwork for friends. I am slowly teaching myself Adobe photoshop and how to come up with these neat effects. Not to mention I am considering my next subject on my How To blog. I am considering Poly stuff. But not sure just how to as yet. I guess I really need to write up a whole little bit of literature. with references on that to make it easier really.

I am also trying this experiment on the grouping my daily posts under one thing here. I might add other posts in between the weekly posts and disable comments on them. maybe artwork or something of the kind. I just wish I could afford to be a gold member and insert pictures right into my posts. Since I can't do that I am having to compensate. Hmmmmm would this be considered member envy? And is that anything like penis envy?

I was looking at my front page today earlier and I noticed that there were some very nice dick pics up. Usually I just flip past all that but since I had been feeling kind of non-sexual lately I decided to try something. I really went looking at some "pretty' dick pixs. don't ask what I term "pretty" I don't think I can explain it. Anyhow that was this afternoon. I went to lay down and got out my jackrabbit its slowly dieing of wiring problems and a small bottle of lube. I accidentally squeezed too much lube out and so I used it to coat the toy as well as my puss. I cannot describe just how good it felt then. I haven't had this much fun in ages. LOL I promptly orgasmed and then fell asleep. note: I took out toy and turned off this time. I slept very well indeed. Oh did I forget to mention that I didn't sleep well this morning?

Anyhow that is all that is rambling through my brain for the moment. hugs,
Kelli

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ArtsyFox
"We are, each of us angels with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another."
Luciano de Crescenzo


artsyfox 43F
1799 posts
9/3/2006 9:27 pm

I am so depressed/upset. I don't really know wht to think. I feel awful. I hope I will feel better in the morning. Fist I was angy, but now I am just depressed. I don't think riht now I would be happy seing or talking to anyone. No one but me can make me feel better but I was trasted so badly by my host tonight that I don't belive I will ever go back there. He has lost my respect and my freindship. I waited till I got home to even think it. But i was pissed. And i could have done somehing about it. I could have not stayed at the party in an effort to feel better. But no stupid me I satyed anyhow. But i will never go back. I wonder if I need a break of some kind. The only kind I really want though is my neck broken. Then i would feel so bad anymore. i was humiliated. If only to myseld. Plus I freaking took it. I must be some kind of GD retard.

Well this stupid fucktard is going to bed and oping I feel better in themorning.

g'night

ArtsyFox
"We are, each of us angels with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another."
Luciano de Crescenzo


redrobin012057 59F

9/5/2006 4:07 am

Kelli,I can't begin to know whats upset you, but You know that if you ever need to talk I'll be here to listen .Cinders will stop by later in the group.Hang in there Kelli. & Kisses

Robin!!!


artsyfox replies on 9/5/2006 4:19 am:
hugs Robin, I really got treated badly by someone I belived a friend. So I am having some major issues right now hugsssssssssss

artsyfox 43F
1799 posts
9/5/2006 4:21 am

Its morning, Th depression is slow as hell to lift, feels like getting that oragel junk on your lips and ya can't talk proper at all. You know that stupid junk we use for toothaches. Numb I feel real numb.

ArtsyFox
"We are, each of us angels with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another."
Luciano de Crescenzo


artsyfox 43F
1799 posts
9/6/2006 10:44 am

I am feeling lots better today.....I woke up slowly and then started working on graphics. I did another 3D graphic which is now in my network. Its an eagle in the mountians. Its slowly starting to come togather. I just need to quit worring about things. Plus not take shit from people anymore.

hugs,

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ArtsyFox
"We are, each of us angels with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another."
Luciano de Crescenzo


Alex2255 49M

9/6/2006 6:53 pm

Glad to hear that you are doing much better. I like the new picture, great job!


rm_PMSsister1 50F
2 posts
6/6/2007 1:41 pm

this didn't work out too well.


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