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to move forward at a dizzying pace. i looked at the calendar today and could not believe september is upon us. where has the time gone? it passes as quickly as the blink of an eye and i do not feel like i am getting anything accomplished with my life. this evening i'm in the kitchen preparing dinner for one, not too long ago my house was full of laughter....now only silence. funny how such an everyday occurance as preparing dinner can make you realize just how lonely you truely are. i am so lonely that at times it hurts. i hope no one ever has to experience a void such as this. such a vacuous space.