When it is gone....  

anivorygrl 57F
68 posts
7/29/2006 6:46 am

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8/6/2006 7:10 pm

When it is gone....


is it really gone forever? Recently I have had a lot of time on my hands to evaluate my life. Not always a good thing but than again it doesn't always have to be bad either. I am in the process of packing up my house where I have lived for the past fourteen years, with the exception of a six month period where I moved out. During this time I have reacquainted myself with some great tunes. This combination of old school music and sifting through the remnants of my life are an interesting combination. Closing a long book is never an easy chore and this is no exception. It seems that in one quick sweep of God's broom I went from the role of mother/responsible joe citizen/volunteer extraordinary to nothing. Just someone that fades into the woodwork and doesn't get noticed. To one it would seem the long roller coaster ride should be over but on the contrary it is only setting you up for the biggest drop, dip, spin, backwards flip of your life. In all this inner self examination I have come to realize that I have not done a DAMN thing that I have wanted to so far....lol. Well with the main exception being that I always wanted to be a Mom and that is my GREATEST accomplishment in life! I have a beautiful daughter that is grown and has given me the most handsome grandson in the world. Things do not always work out as we dreamed but than again the best laid plans never do either. I will continue to go within myself and I am sure I will dust off a skeleton or two. If I get brave I may bring a few more out.
smooches~
deb


eriedragon4 57M
1076 posts
7/29/2006 12:49 pm

ummmmmmmmmmmm
take up reading,
erotic poetry lol
love you dear one,



anivorygrl 57F

7/29/2006 3:54 pm

    Quoting rm_1HARDAZZ:
    I for one have been down that same road. Now I would consider myself a rolling stone I never feel settled and I am always moving, I like it, someday maybe I will know what it's like to be settled in one place. I carry all my memories with me where ever I go. I have said it before and now I will say it again, Everything happens for a reason, good, bad, or indifferent, I truly believe a higher power is at work and it is not for us to try and make sense of it, it just is. I know That for every door that closes another will open... it always does. Learn to live for the moment, I have examined my life (maybe too much), and have started doing things I have always wanted to do...little things, Like learning the guitar, getting physically fit,etc....etc.. we only go around once I try and make the best of it. For every downward slide in life you rise ten times higher...Good Luck to you Deb.
Thanks hardazz for your sharing and words of wisdom. Sometimes when we dwell too deeply within ourselves it is a rude awakening.
smooches~
deb


anivorygrl 57F

7/29/2006 3:55 pm

    Quoting eriedragon4:
    ummmmmmmmmmmm
    take up reading,
    erotic poetry lol
    love you dear one,

believe me my winged wonder yours is the only poetry i need.
smooches~
deb


eriedragon4 57M
1076 posts
8/6/2006 1:37 pm

Let me run my fingers through your hair...

Darling are you tired yet
A busy day so many people you've met
Places you've been, views you have seen
Are you tired yet, my precious queen

Do you want to lay on my bed
Or on my chest place your head
My fingers running through your hair
As at your beauty, I do stare

My hands caress your silken skin
Your perfume I slowly inhale in
Our lips meet and linger for a moment
Our tongues explore our feelings ferment

My hand glides down, a breast I cup
Your nipple erect as I start to suck
You smile and moan with delightful pleasure
As my hand moves slowly to your hidden treasure

I feel your dampness a finger slides in
Your smile widens it's now a grin
Your hand finds my manhood fully erect
As you start to caress it, we've no regret

Our passion and want now fully alight
As I enter you our love now fully a-flight
Our bodies gyrate in a sensual trance
As we peak together in our sexual dance

So darling are you tired yet
Now that we have finally met
Do you want to lay your head on my chest
Or on my pillow to sleep and rest

{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}
mark


anivorygrl 57F

8/6/2006 7:10 pm

    Quoting eriedragon4:
    Let me run my fingers through your hair...

    Darling are you tired yet
    A busy day so many people you've met
    Places you've been, views you have seen
    Are you tired yet, my precious queen

    Do you want to lay on my bed
    Or on my chest place your head
    My fingers running through your hair
    As at your beauty, I do stare

    My hands caress your silken skin
    Your perfume I slowly inhale in
    Our lips meet and linger for a moment
    Our tongues explore our feelings ferment

    My hand glides down, a breast I cup
    Your nipple erect as I start to suck
    You smile and moan with delightful pleasure
    As my hand moves slowly to your hidden treasure

    I feel your dampness a finger slides in
    Your smile widens it's now a grin
    Your hand finds my manhood fully erect
    As you start to caress it, we've no regret

    Our passion and want now fully alight
    As I enter you our love now fully a-flight
    Our bodies gyrate in a sensual trance
    As we peak together in our sexual dance

    So darling are you tired yet
    Now that we have finally met
    Do you want to lay your head on my chest
    Or on my pillow to sleep and rest

    {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}
    mark
may i lay my head on your chest my winged wonder? thanks you are the best mark.
smooches~
deb


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