First Experimentation  

angelwoarose 41F
211 posts
2/11/2006 1:57 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

First Experimentation

When I was younger I knew I had a wild side to me that I kept hidden...I didn't want the world to know about. I was afraid of how they would look at me. I knew at the age of 13 that I was a very sexual creature and wanted to badly to explore that side of me...but growing up in the Bible belt makes that a little difficult.

I remember when I found some erotic reading in the public library. I was an avid reader than and came across it by accient. I believe the author's name was something Larson...he was male and in his books about the upperclass in Rodeo Drive and Santa Monica he described sexual encounters with lusty detail. I'm not talking about the romance book types...you know "Warren pulled Amy close, his scent making her knees weak"...oh no. I learned about everything from "daisy chains" to double penetration to fucking the real estate agent to get a better deal on a property...about cutting my hair short or pulling it back so when I am video taped sucking a strangers cock it looks so much more sexy. Yes, these books were in the public library.

I'll be honest I doubt I ever actually read the whole book...I just skimmed thru and memorized the nasty parts. I remember getting so wet and having no clue what I was going to do to take care of it. I remember blacking out after I had my first orgasism from masterbastion...the first time is always so sweet.

I think I knew then the wanton creature I would become...I think that is why I waited so long to actually be with a man...to try to save what innocence I had left for as long as I could. I can say I know what turns me on and what leaves me cold.

I'm just curious as to what everyone else's first experimentations were like...anyone wanna share?


OSUCOWBOY1982 34M

2/11/2006 10:38 pm

Well mine really arent very interesting. When I was 13 or so I started masterbating. The truth is one big reason I started was cuz like any man has experienced you have wet dreams. Mine were very intense, it was always disappointing to wake up in my bed though. So I just started masterbating, I still got the aweasome feeling without the wet bed LOL. Masterbation is something special cuz you can have any woman you want. However once I did have sex for that first time, masterbation was never the same.

Matt


angelwoarose 41F

2/12/2006 10:37 am

I much prefer having a man than masterbation...but mutial masterbation can be exciting...I just have a had time keeping my lips from exploring. Thanks for commenting Matt


OSUCOWBOY1982 34M

2/13/2006 8:35 am

Well I wish I could have your lips exploring on my body. I know my tongue would love to explore your body.


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