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angelplusdevil 40F
333 posts
5/17/2006 7:56 am

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5/17/2006 9:53 pm

must do

want to back out of visitation deep down inside...

it's procrastination.

grab your new freshly arranged yellow roses. snipped them this morning from your precious, relinquished bush.

going today to find the "red, white, and blue theme," you dared concieve in your flower bed, adding your mighty US flag. must savor memories, dad, for memorial day and father's day.

miss you, endearingly, this morning, preparing for an emotional, yet critical moment with you.

be with me, today, for this is the hardest thing i have done since you passed.



rm_TxBoru 57M
2 posts
5/17/2006 8:27 am

Wow hon. VERY nice. a lot of talent there..


rm_TexIrish82 34M
29 posts
5/17/2006 7:13 pm

For the first time since my mom died, Apr. 8th, I let go today. On the way home from dinner, listening to Damien Rice, I cried like a little kid again. It's been so long, I didn't even remember what it sounded like to hear my own self cry. I've held on so long just to make sure everyone and everything was taken care of, that everyone made it emotionally. I finally got my own time today.

It felt amazing.


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