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angelplusdevil 40F
333 posts
5/11/2006 12:49 am

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i made a pact last year to not cry near this day. no wallowing in my self-pity; no harboring vicious unspoken words to any ex-relation. presumably, i am working to be as brave as lusty taurus. soon to draw back the curtains as to why it was so hard to get here. i undoubtably know the answers. i know it would help so many in my situation. yet, since i am in a state of wellness, what really matters most now, is to continue to with the battle, alone. look at every detail of life as a gift, that seriously needs to be taken lightly, yet, of course, appreciated and passionately consumed; sobering only when justifiable. quantities of life's treasures pass us by daily; time, love, entities, faith, quality, wealth, materials. pain unfortunately lingers, bringing all sorts or tyrant unmentionable folly for the mind, heart, and soul.
this isn't going to be my only post this early thursday morn. wanted to begin by , a replicated boisterous, "i made it!"(with an excitable and taunt grin)...i made it and no one can take that gratifying feeling away! sharing these astounding birthday greets to all!
it's 30yrs for me.
away with scorned issues and heartless, reckful, misguiding attributes from the past.
i'm strong enough to proceed. raise a glass with me, dearest pals! today what is in this heart is worth celebrating for all lifetime!!!

i do await the day of you, my luv...you that is out there, untouchable, hardly foreseen to me;
no need for hurry. time is on my side, finally. am patient and bide my time, wisely. seeking out the hurt, the troublesome inward emotions, and dealing. thank you for being in my constant thought. it makes me yearn to be a healthier woman, both in and out.
thanks to all my dear friends. even a few months, has been a relative eye opener and pleaser. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!



Green_Tea_Boy 50M
1064 posts
5/11/2006 1:06 am

Happy Birthday

xxx


LustyTaurus 48M  
21253 posts
5/14/2006 10:07 am

Happy Birthday Angel, I SOO wish I was in Texas right now...


JimboJimboJimbo 59M
15 posts
5/28/2006 8:29 pm

HAppy Birthday sweet lady!! Many more too! You dont get older... you get better... Like wine!!

luv

-JJJ


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