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angelofmercy5 58F
12148 posts
7/17/2006 1:58 pm

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Sorry.

This is kind of sad....but I just feel the need to write it down. It's not necessary to respond here.....I just want to get it out of my head and into words.

This is the internet.....and sometimes I'm guilty, as most of us are, of deluding myself into thinking that all of you are real. And all of you care about me....about each other. Today, I tried to catch up on my watched blog list reading. I had grandkids here all weekend and hardly got on the computer at all. I've read one friend who's leaving. One who is angry at another one.....and might leave. Someone else who got banned due to a spat. Someone who is back after a lengthy absence.

I love this place called blogland. But I feel today rather sad. I feel like things are broken. I feel like the real world has really punched me today. And blogland is in a state of unrest as well. I love all of you.....but there are several people here that I have an extra special place in my heart for. And today.....I just feel like a burden to them. Like I let them down....and in turn have let myself down.


Forgive me my sad, pitiful rant here. I'm a fixer.....and I just feel like its broken in a way I can't repair.


angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
7/17/2006 2:02 pm

It just dawned on me that I could just be hormonal......or a lack of hormones. Just wanted you to know that I'm okay....okay? Or I will be.....I always am somehow.


VATraveler1948 68M

7/17/2006 2:20 pm

I think that you need a good hug (((((((HUG)))))) Does that feel better? Could be that what you need is more physical... We both know for certain that we are both real, live, flesh and blood individuals, that is unless that wasn't you down at Rudee's a couple of weeks ago.

I hate to see you depressed and hurting. Can we do dinner... or desert... or each other? {=}


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:18 pm:
VAT....awwwww....you are so sweet! And yes, you are very real! I'm too broke for dinner...or dessert....so I guess that leaves us with........

sexymamma662003 31F

7/17/2006 3:11 pm

i got a big slap in the face this past weekend. no one is who you think they are. i trust no one now.

~sexy~


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:19 pm:
Sexymamma....I'd love to know what happened! But as long as you are alright....then I'm happy. I'm sorry sweetie! Seems to be kind of a crappy time for all right now.

rm_Shortdogg65 51M
672 posts
7/17/2006 3:17 pm

Sounds like blogland is immitating life. I guess that's to be expected. I empathize with your feelings. Just keep in mind that it comes and it goes. Shortdogg


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:21 pm:
Shortdogg.....I know it does come and go. I guess I'm just ready for it to go at the moment! Thanks for reminding me my friend.

sexyariesgirl 57F

7/17/2006 3:23 pm

I know the feeling Angel...there seems to be a lot of unrest here in Blogland. But I don't think you have let anyone down sweetie! It may just be a cycle everyone is going through....you know?? It happens sometimes. Take care sweetie and big HUGGS to you!

Power To FOK


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:22 pm:
Sexy.....thanks for that hug! Just what I needed. I just feel bad that there seems to be so many hurting right now......kind of a helpless feeling, ya know? And ~hugs~ right back at ya!

amoldenough 69F
16436 posts
7/17/2006 3:33 pm

Angel-This place is just like the real world. People come, people go, people fight, they make up. I'm sorry you are sad. Things will get better. See you at camp!

"Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:24 pm:
Amold.....you are right! It upsets me in real life also when people seem to be at odds with each other. I honestly think that I am suffering from hormonal deficiency after the hysterectomy!

HighPocKets1938 77M

7/17/2006 3:37 pm

Angel, you know exactly who are the truely real ones here in blogland, so you just quit thinking YOU have let onyone down. You are a true inspiration to most of your regular readers and are especially dear to ome ole Texican in particular. As for your thinking it might be a hormonal imbalance, I checked with the top authority on that. His prescription is quoted verbatum "all you need is a second added dosage of Vitamin S, thrice daily for twenty one days, then a 12 hour hiatis from the Vitamin S regimin. This treatment may be repeated as needed." and that cums from Ole Dr Feelgooder N. Feelgooder, and as a sexpert in that arena, he has no equal here in Blogland or elsewhere.


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:25 pm:
HP......that's just what my man said to me earlier today.....and I kind of turned him down. Sorry about that. Maybe he wouldn't mind if I woke him up!

fortunaswm 61M/52F

7/17/2006 3:43 pm

We ARE real people Angel. And as such - we make mistakes in blogville as well as in real life.
I wrote a blog awhile back REAL LIFE??. A situation had occured that I may have misread or not. But, I felt uneasy. No one had actually banned me from their blog persay. But, through words I felt I had annoyed and I did not wish to be of offense to anyone. You yourself had responded with a comment of enouragement - and it was appreciated because I was fairly new and a bit uneasy about my presence here.
It IS REAL LIFE here. It is people interacting with other people - and - as in life - feelings get hurt - people become annoyed - etc.
But, I have been blessed with the encouragement and support that a few have given. I do not get a lot of responses - and this is FINE - NO COMPLAINTS or selfish desires for popularity - actually quite the opposite. But, the few who respond regularly - yourself as one - become meaningful. And because it's a few - the fabric of care is stronger than that which may spread over many.
I too was dishearted at the coming departure of our friend. So, I shot her a quick email - and I was glad I had also done so a couple weeks ago - just to check in and say "I'm thinking about you."
I wish now I had sent more - but, I did not want to bother our friend if they wished to be left alone.
The past always makes us too late in the present - DAMN!

There is those of us who do care - feel the pain - the sorrow - and the laughter. And there are those who only have quick quips they feel are recognized wit - NOT. Their responses can be pretty much predicted.
So - do not give up. Read the words written.
It's not that difficult to see who actually starts to care - and who just think they are quick witted and amusing. I mean - let's get real - I too enjoy throughing a laugh on the table every so often when the time is right. But, there is also a time for compassion.

with love, fort


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:29 pm:
Oh Fort.....I know you knew one of the people I was talking about. And of all the people here that I would never, ever want to hurt or ignore......well, you know. I too just felt like maybe I was intruding.....but now, I know that I should have just pushed my way in a little bit more and taken the rejection if thats what it ended up! Thanks for sharing this with me....and for your love. It IS real!

MaggiesWishes 59F

7/17/2006 3:47 pm

extended warm huggies 2ya Sis
I kinda been "broken" and can't find the superglue

girlfriend love, from my monitor to yours


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:30 pm:
Mags.....I know you have Sis! And I'm one who wants to jump through this computer monitor and hand over the superglue! We can take turns glueing each other! ~hugs~ my friend.

JazzDlight 59F

7/17/2006 3:49 pm

People come and go on here all the time. It is the ebb and flow of life. I am sure things will be back to normal soon. As I have always said it is still just the internet and you really don't know people like you would if they were in your life on a daily basis in person. Sorry, but I have been burned once to often by people on the internet so I am very cautious and don't take this place too seriously. Sorry you are feeling sad. I hope this too shall pass. Hugs, Jazz


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:31 pm:
Jazz....I know that this is good advice. And I'm sure I'll wake up with a better outlook. In "real life", I've had a rough week for several reasons......and when things just seemed kind of rotten here in blogland too....well, it just got to me! Thanks for the hugs sweet Jazz! See ya tomorrow.

sweetSinn2690
2943 posts
7/17/2006 4:02 pm

Angel...I can't think of one person here that thinks you're a burden...you're our blogland angel.
But I do know exactly how you're feeling...I know mine is a combo of the blues, hormones and just plain loneliness. Some days I have to force myself out of bed and unfortunately I don't have insurance right now to even go to the doctor. To add to the matter...I now care deeply, more than I really want to, for someone who I would love to be with but lives 5,000 miles away...sighs. And better yet I look at the news and all the crap going on around us and it seems like it's all spinning out of control around us.
I love this place too sweetie and love the people I have made friends with here. I guess it's just like the old saying...
Some days are better than others.
I just wanted to say I love you as a friend and you always go above and beyond about caring my dear!
((((hugs)))


Oh WHATEVER BITCHES!


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:34 pm:
Sweetsinn.....you are truly sweet! Your comment here tonight really helped. I loved it that you think of me as your blogland angel. I'm sorry that you too are hurting right now. It does kind of feel like the whole world is out of control. And that we have no more control of much of anything. I love you too.....and cound myself blessed to call you friend.

electriccompany 52M

7/17/2006 4:51 pm

A rabbi and a pastor go into a wi-fi connected coffee bar. They see a priest with furrowed brow at the corner table in fervent prayer beside his iMac. They decide to try to help their friend in the spirit of unity that bonds all men and women of the cloth. (Awwwww!)

"Oy vey! If there was any little thing I could do help, then wouldn't you let me know? Wouldn't it be a mitzvah to me if I were to help a friend?" Asked the rabbi.

"Hey, Brother... er, Father. We don't preach the exact same doctrine, but, buddy the Holy Spirit tells me you've got a burden. Sometimes the best thing to do is share that burden." Said the pastor.

The priest was stunned. Then he started getting really nervous that they had come within eyeshot of his computer. The rabbi and the pastor sensed this and before the priest could click the "hide" button at the top right side of the website they both got a good, long glance at his screen. The priest was on AdultFriendFinder!!!

"I had posted this really great comment about Camp Aphrodisiac. I was praying for the return of angelofmercy5!" The priest admitted sheepishly. "She makes these wonderful, gracious comments that make my heart sing! I really dig external validation from her."

The three were silent for a loooooong, uncomfortable moment. The priest imagined what terrible things they must be thinking about him. Then the rabbi looked back at the screen and said, "SO! You're Heavenly_Poodle_Baller_4_U? .... I'M Blow_My_Shofar_73392!"

The priest took a moment, then his jaw dropped. "We both cyber-gangbanged a Wiccan priestess a month ago!" They both laughed out loud for a few moments. Then they slowly looked over at the pastor and wondered what his secret could possibly be. Drug addiction? Alcohol? Did he covet a fine automobile? Everybody's got something shocking they keep in a dark recess of their heart.

Without verbal prompting the pastor confesses, "Yeah. I'm Super_Nanny_Cornholer_1955!" One last uncomfortable moment turns to laughter as they slap each other on the back, order coffees and hunker around the screen at the corner booth. Thus was born their first clergy meet-n-greet!

THE END

The positive: It's a good sign that you build such great blogs that they can keep cooking along without you for a day or so!

I think the morals of the story are: Friends come and go, so we always need to be making more. Even in the short absence of a friend we discover others we might not have found before.

(dramatic pause for effect)

Feel better, Angel?

Now, CAN WE PLEEEEASE GET BACK TO DEBAUCHERY AND HORNINESS AT CAMP APHRODISIAC? Please?


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:36 pm:
Electric......you are just TOO funny! I had to laugh when I read this one! Yes....we can get back to the debauchery of CAMP APHRODISIAC...........Get Excited!!!! You are one of the main counselors there my friend! Thanks.

readytolay_3
(What the fuck is this shit..?? *rolls eyes*)
105F

7/17/2006 5:13 pm

Hey Lady I have felt the same way there is to much harsh judging going on and NOT enough listening and forgiving there is give and take in all things but we are older so we realize what a waste of time it is to be bitter...So heres a big HUG for you and everyone in Blog-Ville...Like the song said I LIKE TO TEACH THE WORLD TO SING IN PERFECT HARMONY I LIKE TO BUY THE WORLD A COKE AND KEEP THEM COMPANY...HEY ITS THE REAL THING when it comes to peoples feelings We ALL need to keep that in mind....Peace.....Ready

Ready


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:38 pm:
Ready.....oh girlfriend! I'm glad to see your comment here! You are one I have felt bad for today! Listening and forgiving is important. So....let me join in with the singing! lol love ya girl!

clitalicious67 49F

7/17/2006 6:01 pm

angel...I too have that need to fix things and sometimes it is hard for me to accept that some things are unfixable! So I feel for you...my sister in sadness...hugs and know that better days are comin' around!!!

C~


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:39 pm:
Clitalcious.....yes, you are right! Better days are coming! Thank you dear lady! And hugs to you too!

florallei 99F

7/17/2006 6:34 pm

Hi Angel,

Just as in real life there will be some toxic souls and we don't need to invite them into our lives. I have read some childish jealousy going on here and I just shrug it as such. I don't visit those blogs again. You are Real just as many are Real in here. We all have choices to whom we allow in.
If it is hormonal...then one just has to ride it out, hehehe...Am going thru the wonderful changes. It has not been too bad. Nice not to have the cousins visit every month, ya know what I mean? Am so young to stop but am not complaining. It has been several months, wow.
Hugs,
flo


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:41 pm:
Flo.....I usually shrug it off too....it seems to come and go. But I don't know....maybe it's because I was behind in my blog reading that it seemed almost too much. Then when I felt the hurt in my friends post.....I just felt bad. You are young for the change. And mine is from the surgery. I don't feel symptomatic....no hot flashes or anything....but I do feel real emotional today! ~hugs~

LadySunrise 33F  
2432 posts
7/17/2006 6:35 pm

IN all honestly you let them down...you burden them...you abandon your friends and self worth when YOU STOP BEING YOU!!!! the only way i can come here and be disappointed is if you are UN-ANGEL like...

you are as real as they come and you will always have a sister spirit in me!!

live more, laugh often, love much


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:42 pm:
LadySunrise.....that was probably the best advice you could have given me! And if you'll be my sister in spirit than I am truly blessed! Thank you SO much!

Addy19742 42F

7/17/2006 6:55 pm

You are a angel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So no worries!


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:56 pm:
Addy....if only that were true! But thanks! And by the way...I love it when you stop by here!

bigandtallreturn 37M

7/17/2006 7:00 pm

Life imitates Blogland... truthfully, that's the way it should be. If this place ever became a shiny, happy "nirvana," I'd leave.

"Today may be the first day of the rest of your life, unless you live on the other side of the International Date Line, then yesterday was the first day of the rest of your life."- Larry Andersen


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 7:57 pm:
Bigandtall.....I guess you are right! I don't want it to be a happy nirvana!

VTLakesideVixen 60F
458 posts
7/17/2006 7:31 pm

Angel although you don't really know me, I have been reading your delightful blog and you are in Shaye's group with me. You have nothing to feel guilty for, otherwise me and countless others with
grandkids are just as guilty! As in the "real world" we can't be everwhere and do everthing for everyone. Yes you are real, I am real and so are all of your other friends. As in real life, we have spats and then we get over it, or we loose out on life. Life has enough things to worry about without adding worry about this place.
It will still be here and so will your good friends who care about you. Hang in there Angel, tomorrow is another day. Hopefully, we will all be less hormonal tomorrow.

Hugs and prayers for you!

Vixen


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 8:05 pm:
VT.....thank you for stopping by here and putting the reality back into me. You are right. I'd like to be everything to everyone....but it isn't possible! Thanks...and I'm looking forward to getting to know you better!

Myhoneysrooster 68M
882 posts
7/17/2006 7:40 pm

Angel,
I read here often but seldom do I post here.
I do believe you are being a little hard on yourself. I have never seen anything but kindness, caring and love in your blog. I have never heard anyone, well except the village idiot John, ever say anything unkind towards you.
Don't feel like you let anyone down. They let themselves down.
The problem seems to me that they do forget that real people are behind the words written. People with feeling. People with hearts. People with fears. All to often someone will forget that. They say something that they would never say to a friend face to face. Would never consider saying something like that to those they know in the real world. Here they sometimes forget we are after all human.

Several have left the site due to being hurt emotionally or accused falsely. It is far easier to do that in most cases, than to sit and try to argue and cause a war that cannot be won by either side. Perhaps if we could sit witht he person or call the person who does this to us then it could be cleared up. As it is cyber only for the most part, it can't happen that way. We can't see the others facial expression, can't read their eyes, can't tell if it was deliberate or not.

I like many others am guilty of forgetting that all these people come from different walks of life. Different lifestyles, different values.
What is acceptable behavior to some is reprehensible to others. We do forget this from time to time.

Often Jealousy plays a large part in these. How someone can become jealous of another they have never met or even spoken to is beyond my understanding. Yet it does happen far to often. How someone can blame another for their lack of friends or lack of popularity is beyond me. Yet it happens on a daily basis.
We are human is the only explanation I can come up with. None perfect, not even me.lol We all make errors, we all make misjudgements about someones words. Misinterpet what was said and get offended or hurt feelings. Its human nature. I wish I could change it, but we all know that is impossible.

If someone has a problem with me, write me, ask me about it. Don't let it eat at you. Don't try to second guess.
My manner of speech and writing, my manner of punctuation may be different from yours. You could well have gotten the wrong meaning from it. Ask me, we can get it straightened out real fast and remain friends. Neither of us is hurt that way. Try it with others. It may work!

Big Daddy


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 8:08 pm:
Big Daddy....I see your comments around blogland....and they are always well thought out and pertininent to the blog post! Thank you for stopping in here today with thei comment. You are right.....there are so many different personalities here....and when you look someone in the eyes....you can see their reaction to your humor or sarcasm. But here....if you hit them in the wrong mood on the wrong day....all hell can break loose! Thanks my friend. And I hope to see you here more often!

luvtolick64154 62M

7/17/2006 8:49 pm

Ah sweet angel, the people in your life are going to have spat's. And the coming and going of People is the natural ways of things. It is more important to reach out, as you do, and communicate with your fellow beings on this rock called earth. Until we think as one with no prejudice or hate, we will not be free. I know it's an old thought but still true. Keep up the good work and spread kindness as you do.


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 9:49 pm:
Luv....oh, I know what you say is true! I wish we could all think as one here! Thanks for reminding me! love ya!

tadpudgy 56M

7/17/2006 8:52 pm

hi, first time visitor. new to computer world. have just been enjoying the blogs. a potpourri of everything. friends, lovers, and even strangers. great humor. things that take u through a kaliedoscope of human emotion. seems like this is more of a real world than the doubtful world of the dating sites of people looking for easy hook-ups. touched by what u shared and your friends responses. Laughter releases healing enzymes in the body. i have spent the last 4 years alone, and hiding, just because i got my heart broken by a wonderful woman. she is still wonderful, and i realized you take life 12 hours at a time. people can find lovers, but real friends are precious and rare. seems you are loved! trasure it!


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 9:50 pm:
Tad....welcome to my blog. I'm sorry that you spent those 4 years alone....and I hope that you are out and living life now. Yes, you are right....I have some wonderful treasures in friends here! Thank you! Come back soon! I'll look forward to getting to know you.

interested13563 53M
2557 posts
7/17/2006 8:55 pm

Never a burden, Angel!!!!!!
Do not be sad!!!!!!


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 9:51 pm:
Interested....thank you my dear friend!

MarcoPolo197676 39M
541 posts
7/17/2006 10:54 pm

100% Real, about 50% pure.


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 4:06 am:
Marco....I like that!

LustyTaurus 48M  
21253 posts
7/17/2006 11:12 pm

Hey Angel...I don't know what's happening here right now either, but it will pass. Have a great evening...


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 4:06 am:
Lusty...I'm sure it will! I hope you have a wonderful tuesday!

sunshinekzn 57F

7/18/2006 12:13 am

Hi Angel, We all have burdens to share and at times we just need a friendly hug. Today I want to send you a big hug and say you are very special.... If you need a friend you know where to find me!


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 4:08 am:
Sunshine.....thank you! How very special of you to stop by with a big hug for me! I'll catch you later!

rm_Keystone3812 65M
583 posts
7/18/2006 2:51 am

A burden????????? POPPYCOCK! You know better.


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 4:10 am:
Key.....you are one of my favorite people to stop by you know! And you always make me smile! Thanks Key!

rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
7/18/2006 2:54 am

big hugz honey. rest assured i do not feel in the least bit let down by you. hope you feel better soon.



[blog freelove999]


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 4:11 am:
Free....you know, I feel somewhat better today....although I'm extremely tired. I will have to guard my attitude and emotions today...but I'll be fine! Thanks free.....and ~hugs~ to you today!

SacredStarDance

7/18/2006 3:11 am

hey sweetie... all is good..you are a wonderful angel that touches us daily.. don't let the negativty bring you down.. it won't be the last time.. we all know that.. Just know you help many and bring joy to there hearts.. fro the ones that just don't get it.. maybe they will one day huggssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 4:12 am:
Mrsmuff....thank you my sweet friend! I know you are right! I should've danced under the stars last night! lol

curious082385 31F
4925 posts
7/18/2006 3:52 am

You too? *hugs*

We are real...that's why this place isn't perfect. The fakes or affected personalities are perfect and never make mistakes. But those of us who are real? We have our faults and they come out here. Sometimes we don't listen, sometimes we are too quick to judge each other, or over react to little things. It is because we are real that these things happen. We walk the full scope of human emotion and the faults of this place are nothing more then illustrations and proof of our humanity.


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 4:13 am:
Curious...you are so right! We are real...and we all have our ups and downs! This wouldn't be blogland at all if we were all just going through the motions here.

fantasylover_05 62M

7/18/2006 4:24 am

My Very Dearest Angel

You have let NO ONE DOWN!!

We are all human (some more so than others LOL ) and as a result we make mistakes... we offend others (sometimes unintentionally and some just do it for fun).... we squabble and fight...

AND WE MAKE LOVE!!! (at least some of you do! LOL )

Yes there are "imposters" here.... but there MANY VERY REAL people here... real people that REALLY care about each other and YOU!!

I do know what it is like to question how real this place and the people here.... but the truth is it IS real... we do truly care about each other... we do support each other... and yes we do have spats.. just like "real life"! Gee.... maybe this is REAL TOO??? Just a different type of real...

It is also true you could indeed be "hormonal" LOL LOL

BLOG ON BABE!!!

143 Angel!!!


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 5:09 am:
Fantasylover....watch it babe! Hormonal women have gotten off of murder charges you know! lol! I know you are right my friend! I know! And I hope you know how much you mean to me! 143

horny4770 60M
8158 posts
7/18/2006 4:29 am

Sorry you were down.

Perfection doesn't exist here or in RL, we make mistakes, hopefully correct them, learn from them and then move forward.

I trust you're feeling better today?

H.


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 5:07 am:
Horny....I am feeling better! Although I'm exhausted from the emotion of yesterday. So, today....I'm going to try to look on the sunny side!

electriccompany 52M

7/18/2006 5:38 am

angelofmercy5 replies on 7/17/2006 10:36 pm:
... Yes....we can get back to the debauchery of CAMP APHRODISIAC...........Get Excited!!!! You are one of the main counselors there my friend! Thanks.

*ElectricCompany clicks on the mic of Camp Aphrodisiac's PA system*

This is MAIN COUNSELLOR ELECTRICCOMPANY here! Everybody heard Camp Director Angel. Get back to Camp Aph. She's doing fine now. Nothing to see here! We need to be spending our time doing horny stuff to each other. Really, let's get back to work at Camp. Still got a lotta screwin' to do, People!

That is all.

*whew*

Good gawd! Just when you think Camp Aph is rocking along just fine, the camp director has some hormone problem... I'll bet I know how she fixed her problem, though -- with a BIG, FAT injection of testosterone! Hehehe! Now THAT'S a WhoreMoan! *snicker* I know where the doctor stuck that big ol' nasty needle, too. HAHA! Right into her sweet li'l ...

OH, HOLY CRRRRAP! IS THAT MICROPHONE STILL ON?!?!?!!!!

*click*


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 7:27 am:
Electric....you just crack me up! And Holy Crap! The mic WAS still on! You need your own blog my friend....you are good! Seriously....thanks for everything...ya know?

amoldenough 69F
16436 posts
7/18/2006 9:20 am

Angel, I feel so lonely today it's like the whole world has forgotten about me.

"Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 12:26 pm:
Amold....please don't feel alone. If I could reach out and give you a hug, I would. But you are not alone!

rm_DarknStar 54F
2823 posts
7/18/2006 11:05 am

I sit here in the silents, to listen to Angel rant! Let her spill her little heart out and hope she feels better...........

**HUGS**


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 12:27 pm:
Thanks Darkn....Angel needed her little ramp! I do feel better.

spacecadet561 59M

7/18/2006 5:33 pm

You do not owe us any apologies for spending time with your grandchildren. I doubt that you could have averted any of the blogger spats even if you had been online all weekend long. We're all adults here, at least by the calendar.

SpaceCadetรน


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/18/2006 7:39 pm:
Thanks Spacecadet. You know that my friends here while never having met face to face mean alot to me. And it is hard when one of you are hurting. love ya sweet man.

papyrina 51F
21133 posts
7/20/2006 4:48 am

after taking a few days off from bloging i'm just catching up and i can see wht your seeing,i think its another circle that we seem to get here,more negatives than positives,we will come out of it if we all work together .

hugs honey


I'm a

and
i'm here to stay


angelofmercy5 replies on 7/20/2006 7:27 am:
Papy....thanks for the hug! I could tell from your post today that you were seeing this too. But, honestly, it is already resolving.....thank goodness! And BTW.....I'm so happy you had such a great day yesterday! Here's to many more of those for you!

rm_Ellenback 58F
966 posts
7/21/2006 4:38 pm

Message for you, Angel, in my blog, hon...another good one that got away soul intact, and I do know what you mean, cuz now I'm sad.

(((softboobyhugs)))

Elle


rm_kelli4u2dew 41F
5220 posts
7/22/2006 10:39 am

There is some unrest in blogland right now, but I think it's merely bent, not broken. People have come and gone here, and like life, it is ever changing. It would be nice if this place provided a refuge where the insanity of the real world was excluded, but instead it is a mirror of the world on the other side of the computer.

As long as the good, kind, and loving people remember why they're here, and support each other, it will remain a good place to be.

Hugs.


HBowt2 58F

7/22/2006 11:27 am

not your job to fix...just your job to be ....you know who's real....


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