angelofmercy5 58F
12148 posts
4/5/2006 1:42 pm

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4/16/2006 7:57 am


And bad news too......

But the good news is that the condition I have....atypical endometrial a pre-cancerous condition! cancer! Hooray!!!!! However, the doctor said that without surgery, it would develop into cancer within a year or two.

So....the bad news is that I have to have surgery. A complete hysterectomy. And the doctor will only do this under general anesthesia....which I am terrified of due to a previous experience. I'll tell you all more about that later.

But....I have to tell you that I felt such peace in that office today. The news was not as bad as it could have been....and I felt the whispers of all the thoughts and prayers surrounding me sitting in that doctor's office. I can't thank you enough....all of you....for what you have done for my spirit today! And, I know it sounds selfish...but can I ask for it once again on my surgery day of May 9th?

With all of you behind me....I know I can make it!

seek_u_topia 50M

4/5/2006 1:47 pm

I will be sending you the warmest, softest, soothingest vibes I can muster.

So glad for your good news!!!!! Hang in there...we're all behind you.

angelofmercy5 replies on 4/5/2006 2:05 pm:
Seek....and I am feeling those vibes too, believe me. I am ever so grateful for people like you.

_Safira 53F
11260 posts
4/5/2006 2:07 pm

Angel ~ You KNOW you have my constant prayers ... and it is NOT selfish to continue to ask for them. Prayer is one of the greatest free gifts we can give our friends. *much love and blessings* Safira, aka, Sister Fire

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rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
4/5/2006 2:07 pm

that's not selfish at all. you give back and share as much as you receive anyway.


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fantasylover_05 62M

4/5/2006 2:13 pm

Dearest Angel

You have it today.. tomorrow... the day after.. the day after that.. and EVERY DAY till then and BEYOND!!!

I will NOT leave you alone for this!!!

It will not be easy... but my dear sweet Angel... when it is all done... you will NEVER have to worry about that again!!!

MWWwantsmore 51F

4/5/2006 2:25 pm

Glad to hear the good news, I had a recent scare myself and know that prayers and thoughts from friends does help

2943 posts
4/5/2006 2:38 pm

We'll take any good news we can get least you have a bit of peace about it and try not to worry about the surgery, one day at a time...warmest thoughts~sweet~
ps now that I know(i have been hovering on this all afternoon)yeah I get to clean now(yuk!)..get some reat now!


Fox4aKnight1 43F

4/5/2006 3:06 pm

hugs Angel have my prayers and wishes.... I understand your fright at being unconcious. I am the oppisite I would much rather be out during alot of things and I can't be for whatever reason. But hugsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss and check your mail sweetie hugs

impish_pixie 54F
6867 posts
4/5/2006 3:19 pm

OH YES! The is FABULOUS news! One HUGE barrier down, one tiny one to go. This one will be a piece of cake. We need to take that ride now...let your spirit soar - then we'll get down to blowing the other thing away.

I make mistakes, I am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ~Marilyn

rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
4/5/2006 3:31 pm

Wonderful news. You have given so much to me, I feel bad that all I can do is give you prayer.

bigdaddy71365 51M

4/5/2006 3:35 pm

Thats great news, my thoughts and prayers will be with you.

HBowt2 58F

4/5/2006 3:39 pm

You don't have to ask...they're glad about your news...

deliciousngood 64F
1665 posts
4/5/2006 3:47 pm

AS ABOVE SO BELOW...healing and health to you this day!!! GOOD NEWS!!

Sulabula 45F
12658 posts
4/5/2006 3:55 pm

That is good news...I will be saying prayers for you

Sula xxx

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ToolsMulesFaker 40M
163 posts
4/5/2006 4:23 pm

Hugz and best wishes to you, I remember when my mum had a hysterectomy and i couldnt notice a difference with her.

Thinking only good things ..

rm_sj365 55F
2414 posts
4/5/2006 4:28 pm

excellent news well, youll be in my thoughts

oldude1946 70M

4/5/2006 4:43 pm

I'm there with ya.

firestarter665 42M/39F

4/5/2006 4:50 pm

You will be in my thoughts and prayers for the surgery. I am relieved to hear your good news.

mycin62 54F

4/5/2006 5:04 pm

That's great news, I'm so happy for you. Sucks about the surgery, but it will be ok. Ask if you can have an epidural.

Good luck, I'll keep you in my prayers.


VATraveler1948 68M

4/5/2006 5:24 pm

Great News Angel I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Every ting is going to work out just fine, you have got all of here in Blogland pulling for you.

loadeddice05 44M

4/5/2006 5:43 pm

God bless I'll pray for you!!!

rm_BigDnLady 43M/40F
1140 posts
4/5/2006 6:14 pm

Oh angel!! I have going through some issues of my own, and I feel you on this one! I have been battling severe anemia since last summer, and have been tested for all kinds of crazy things. Having to deal with special diets, and nasty iron supplements, it is hell. If you ever want to talk, drop me aline. They still haven't found the cause of the anemia. Plus I go for ANOTHER biopsy of my uterus next week!! It's weird because as badly as I want to know what is going on, I am scared to find out if I have Cancer!! Sending you much love, and many many hugs!!! I will be praying for you angel!!

nottycara 36F

4/5/2006 6:57 pm

Today is the first time i drop by ur blog page after some 2 weeks and i am presented with the news. OH indeed both good and bad news. It does take a lot of courage each time we go through hurdles in life. I know you will do great and fear not, you see how loved you are!

Wishing you happiness and wellness everyday, (not only May 9)

norprin5 55M

4/5/2006 7:07 pm

thinkin' about you every day, angel

King Nor XVIII


4/5/2006 7:27 pm

I'm there

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat

pragmaticCTcpl 61M/50F

4/5/2006 7:31 pm

So happy to hear that it wasn't all bad news. You have soo many people that care and with all of our prayers and wishes...we will see you through the surgery. One blog at a time.

catseyes23 61F

4/5/2006 7:49 pm

You don't have to ask, Angel. We are here for you unconditionally and all of our prayers are with you. Hugs


mrrdking 59M

4/5/2006 7:55 pm

That's great news! Hi I'm Mrrdking, H-N-B's friend. And you know the ol' saying, any friend of yours. anyway glad you're ok and know that when you're under the general anesthesia (sp) we're all awake and praying for you! Take care.

LustGoddess2469 49F  
2453 posts
4/5/2006 8:20 pm

Aw, that's great news Angel! I'm so happy for you. You see, the power of prayer and all the positive vibes we're sending your way are working, and they will continue to work through your surgery and quick recovery.

There truly ARE angels among us.


Looking4sex44240 54F

4/5/2006 9:16 pm

Just want to say you'll be in my prayers

rm_goddess1946 105F
13518 posts
4/5/2006 9:31 pm

Great news... YES!
I am now going to check the astrological configurations for
surgery on May 9 on that part of your body....
talk soon! xo

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...


4/5/2006 9:53 pm

I am very happy to hear the good news! And I know you will come out of surgery with fly colors! We are all here for you!!!

rm_spatsagain 60M/60F

4/5/2006 10:42 pm

....angel, I love happy news......thinking positive thoughts for round two...............................S.

papyrina 51F
21133 posts
4/5/2006 10:50 pm

wonderful news for a special person,Selfish your not,i hate being put to sleep too,had it so often and three differant types in all,only one didn't make me sick lol Hugs again for your strength and bravery

I'm a

i'm here to stay

digdug41 49M

4/5/2006 10:56 pm

glad all went well angel take care luv I'll keep prayin for ya

roaming the cyber streets of blogland

BigSexxxy693 45M
1230 posts
4/5/2006 11:16 pm

Our thoughts and prayers are with you Angel. Keep a positive outlook like you have and know anything can be overcome!

Da Big Fella

wildoats19622 54M
3483 posts
4/6/2006 12:48 am

Like the others, wishing you well


Crosswords increase your vocabulary. Cross words increase your blood pressure.

curious082385 31F
4925 posts
4/6/2006 12:50 am

Logged in tonight and came running over to your blog first to find out how it went. So, so happy for you that you got the news that you did. And no, it's not selfish at all to ask for our support...that is what this community is here for.

methodman1000 39M
1775 posts
4/6/2006 2:02 am

happy for the good news-keep the faith...

campfirecozy 66M

4/6/2006 2:41 am

There is just something about knowing rather than being left, stumbling in the dark, speculating about all the what if's that has to be a relief... enjoy that relief and let it carry you forward through all of this, with confidence that you will have a new lease on life when all is said and done.
Hugs & smooches,

Babel__Fish 45F

4/6/2006 3:03 am


I am so very happy about the new that you have recieved, I thought about you all day. When I saw that you up-dated your blog I was almost scared to open and I find myself with tears in my eyes reading about your good news.

I know that you can make it through your surgery as well and I will be thinking about you on the 9th sweetie.


rm_Keystone3812 65M
583 posts
4/6/2006 3:04 am

You know my thoughts and prayers will be with you, Sweet Angel.

rm_aqustic2 44M
1335 posts
4/6/2006 3:42 am

listen girl you hang in there ya hear?? keep the fight strong, stay focused on getting better and sooner than you think you will be on the road home. i`ve had manys a dark day myself with my own heath but if theres anyone who can help you it is you one thing that never left my mind while ill was that i was going to get better. i didnt get out with all of me but ja know what? i`d never want it any differant now. puts a value on things dont it?? i`ll check in every once in a while, make sure your doing well. take care of yourself keith.

libgemOH 56M/52F

4/6/2006 4:18 am

Angel, THANK GOD!! -B

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11238 posts
4/6/2006 4:41 am

~warmest hugz~ congratulations on the good news. You will get through the surgery part. You are an incredibly strong person!!!

spoldrtn812 51F  
1056 posts
4/6/2006 6:20 am

I will burn a candle for you! Peace and Love be yours!!!!

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Efilnikufesin69 47M

4/6/2006 7:03 am

Glad you are beating it lovey!

horny4770 60M
8158 posts
4/6/2006 7:56 am

Prayers, {{{hugs}}} and well wishes from here!

(What the fuck is this shit..?? *rolls eyes*)

4/6/2006 8:17 am

You have all the love and prayers I can send and glad to hear thats all it is...Ready


HighPocKets1938 77M

4/6/2006 10:11 am

I can't add any more than has already been said
Hugs and kisses and email dishes and you in my bed
Or I in yours if you prefer, either is fine you see
but your news today brings back memories to me

Your recent bout of therapy did raise such a shout
when the last treatment was done and you did run about
Good news is always nice to hear but what is yet to come
is daunting no doubt, but through this too, you have some

of the finest folks that love you and send up prayers galore
it brings me to tears and I will be there my sweet, and more
that little shadow on the wall, or maybe a cloud in the sky
that little bird upon his wing, are just me wishing that I

in which ever form I may take, Your not alone I am with you too
to hold your hand, sooth your fears, placing loving kisses onto you
when all is over and you are home, pronounced well and fit
you and I will celebrate, dance our dances, do our bit

So my sweet, you just take your time, and remember
all the love possible comes from this sender
And in time when the other Angels and the fates decree
we will have our own personal meet just you and me.

rrr45044 61M

4/6/2006 12:54 pm

This is good news!

Friends who had the condition have told me they never really regretted their hysterectomies -- prefered the greater piece of mind.

I'm thing/projecting positive.

PassionKisses4Me 44F

4/6/2006 1:58 pm

I will continue to pray for you glad it is not cancer...and really glad you felt peace during your thoughts are with you for a successful and safe surgery...hugs to you sweetie



interested13563 53M
2557 posts
4/6/2006 5:30 pm

Good news is good news and a relief. You have to be brave
and I am sure you will go through this successfully.
Best wishes!!!!

rm_SWSunset64 51F
3940 posts
4/6/2006 6:50 pm

You are in my thoughts and prayers.


(Princess Lips)

4/6/2006 11:42 pm

ask for whatever you need hon...

hugs & prayers on butterfly wings...


seek_my_flame 40F
465 posts
4/7/2006 4:52 am

Go girl, go!!!!! And worry not, we are backing you up with prayers 100%...
You 'll be a winner! Justkeep up smiling and thinking positive and all the rest will follow!

VATraveler1948 68M

4/7/2006 5:09 am

I am blown away by the number of comments that have been posted here for you Angel. What a wonderful group of friends you have here. As always, you are in my thoughts and prayers daily!

Bladesong 40F
476 posts
4/7/2006 12:47 pm

Thats great news. Your in my thoughts.

~It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved!

Be Good to those around you!


Juliet610 51F

4/7/2006 1:23 pm

My Sweet Angel,

I have little to add to what has already been said, but definitely want to add my thoughts, prayers and good wishes to the mix. I too underwent a hysterectomy, at the ripe old age of 32. I was so thankful to have had McKenna when I did, but mourned the thought of never being able to have another child, should I ever meet Mr. Right.

However, the peace of mind I gained knowing I was going to be healthy and cancer free far out-weighed the momentary sadness. What good would it do to have another child, if I wasn't there to raise him or her?

I know the anesthesia is the scary part, but with so many people holding a good thought and praying for you, rest assured it will be alright. I trust you have a support network in the area to help you afterward? I would love to bring you dinner when you're home, but I'm not sure it would still be hot by the time I got there . So instead, I add my thoughts, prayers and hugs. You are well loved!


ronniexoxoxo 49M

4/7/2006 4:40 pm

Great news sweetie! Glad to here.



4/8/2006 6:38 am

No you can not ask it again for MAy 9th. You can just count on it everyday and know that I am standing in faith with you angel! {=}

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

__Huntress__ 55M/57F

4/8/2006 6:49 am

A woman in my office just had a hysterectomy for the same reason ... and whether it's related or not ... she's not PMSing anymore ... which was a good thing for all of us ... !

Here's to a speedy recovery ! With you in thoughts and prayers !


PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
4/8/2006 10:34 am


The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma

warmandsexy52 64M
13164 posts
4/8/2006 2:47 pm

So pleased for you that the news was not cancer. I was with my partner when she was told she did have cancer seven years ago and I would not wish that on anyone. Operations are always very personal journeys to make and trials to endure and my thoughts and prayers go out to you.

Thinking about you.

warm xx

angelofmercy5 replies on 4/8/2006 5:52 pm:
Thank you warmandsexy. I'm counting on all of you holding my hand through the miles that separate us.

elysianpleasure 47M

4/9/2006 6:33 am

I am glad the news was hopeful!!! My prayers have been with you... and will be with your right up to May and beyond. All the best!!!

angelofmercy5 replies on 4/11/2006 8:28 pm:
Elysian...if you only knew how much those prayers mean to me! I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

dandelion60540 105F
76 posts
4/9/2006 12:06 pm

Best of luck to you. As a nurse and someone that has had 19 surgeries and a recent scare of cancer of the thyroid I can relate to your fear(surgery on March 24 to remove half of my thyroid.) You will see the anesthetist prior to surgery. Be sure to tell him of your concerns and what you experienced before. Things really have come a long way in this field of medicine, so many wonderful new drugs. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

angelofmercy5 replies on 4/11/2006 8:29 pm:
Dandelion....19 surgeries! Wow! I hope that you are right about the anesthesia for me. I am terrified of it because of my experience during an emergency c-section. Thanks...and I'll go over to read your blog.

blogginOnly 58F

4/11/2006 7:39 am

I had a complete hysterectomy, best thing ever!!! Best of luck, you will be just fine sweetie. My prayers are with you. Hugs and kisses.

angelofmercy5 replies on 4/11/2006 8:30 pm:
Bloggin...thank you for sharing that with me. It seems that most people who have had one don't regret it at all. I hope that it is the same for me.

lightswitch1963 68M/53F

4/11/2006 4:10 pm

Good luck. I had the same thing. You will feel a lot better after. Mine was six years ago. Get me a date for surgery, and I will say a special prayer for you.

angelofmercy5 replies on 4/11/2006 8:31 pm:
Thanks lightswitch. My surgery date is May9th at 7:30 am. Thanks for the prayers.

angelofmercy5 replies on 4/11/2006 8:31 pm:
Thanks lightswitch. My surgery date is May9th at 7:30 am. Thanks for the prayers.

ella1966 50F
1528 posts
4/12/2006 6:15 pm

Blessings and all the Best for the surgery. You are so lucky to have all this support. Happy Easter

ella X

angelofmercy5 replies on 4/12/2006 7:34 pm:
Ella...thank you. And Happy Easter to you too!

easy_8 56M

4/12/2006 9:08 pm

Stay positive and get healthy dear!!

angelofmercy5 replies on 4/12/2006 10:25 pm:
Thanks easy 8! Hang in there with me on the positve thoughts...okay?

sexwyounow 50M

4/16/2006 1:31 am


Mixed emotions on this one. I am happy you do not actually have cancer!! Everything will be fine. You will have a lot of pain but I will be thinking of you.

My mother died of a rare form of bone cancer when I was 13 so I am happy that you do not have the confounded disease!!!


angelofmercy5 replies on 4/16/2006 7:58 am:
Sexy...I'm so sorry about your mom. Thank you for your warm wishes. Stop back again soon.

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