A Solitary Tear  

angelofmercy5 58F
12148 posts
8/7/2006 6:07 pm

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A Solitary Tear

On my blog, I am headed towards 12,000 comments.....I think I have 11,923 right now.

Which is the number of days that I have loved the same man. And sadly, today is the last of those days. This man has lost his will to live. My love is not enough for him....and perhaps never has been. All of the love of decades....since I was 12 years old......all shed in one solitary tear.


redrobin012057 59F

8/7/2006 6:21 pm

Words fail me Angel....So many questions that I want to ask, but in respecting your needs to privacy, I shall abstain from asking them.

*my Dear


free2chose2 66F

8/7/2006 6:31 pm

angel, such a post,I'm sorry

Don't worry, be Happy


TheRealThing655 48F
9558 posts
8/7/2006 6:46 pm

What? This can't be true, Angel, it can't...
Please talk to us...
I am feeling very very sad right now....


twirly_girl 47F

8/7/2006 6:47 pm

I'm sorry, sweetie.
*hugs*

-Nikki


rm_Ptalk1155 34M
3450 posts
8/7/2006 7:17 pm

Sometimes we ignore what we know to be the truth because we're so far into the dark we're unable to believe there is light at all, even when blinded by its brilliance.

So long as others keep the lights on though, one day we can find our way out.


Bladesong 40F
476 posts
8/7/2006 7:20 pm

Angel,

My heart goes out to you. *sighs* It is never easy for a thing like this to happen. I am here for you if you need an ear. I know you don't want to hear that everyone moves on, etc so I won't go there. Just know that you have people here who care for you.

~It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved!

Be Good to those around you!

Blade


rm_goddess1946 105F
13518 posts
8/7/2006 7:29 pm

Sending you love... {=}

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...
{=}


spacecadet561 59M

8/7/2006 7:29 pm

Condolences.

SpaceCadetù


PlaynAgain 54F

8/7/2006 7:41 pm

Sending butterflies and angels to carry you through...

"Attitude is everything. Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle. Live simply, Love generously, Care deeply, Speak kindly. Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, It's about learning to dance in the rain."


B_Stinga_b_i_ 47M/45F

8/7/2006 7:41 pm

so sad


rm_ironhead1956 60M
275 posts
8/7/2006 8:24 pm

I think you have all our best wishes, I'm XOXO


readyforanythg69 61F
9 posts
8/7/2006 9:19 pm

Our dear...dear....Angel. Whatever it is you are going through, please know that you are not alone. My thoughts and prayers are with you....and if and when you are ready to talk about it.....let me know.....I'm here for you. Please.....take care.


bustybettyboop 50F  
59325 posts
8/7/2006 9:25 pm

you are loved on here and i know i speak for everyone when i say...if you need a friend..we're here for you! lots of hugs,lis

..just join me on my blog bustybettyboop and still looking for some hot,sexy,creative contestants for my next contest...come join us! need a blog mentor or want to be one?


LadytoPleaseYou 64F
5447 posts
8/7/2006 9:53 pm

In search of something meaningful to say here, I came up blank. Instead I prayed. May God bless you my dear.

PENIS CHARMING....where are you?


florallei 99F

8/7/2006 9:58 pm

Angel, I am sorry...I feel the same as TheRealThing655...I just don't know what else to say.
hugs,
flo


LookandWink 63M

8/7/2006 10:17 pm

Isn't it amazing angel?

In just 4 hours, look at all the people who care for you so much.

They show you respect by not asking what's up.

They pour out their heartfelt compassion toward you.

Some have been friends for a long time and others, like me, are still strangers to you. But everyone here will agree with me when I say that you are surrounded in blogland by people who truly care for you, wish you well, and want to help wherever they can.

Add me to that list. I wish you well!


hitched06 50M/50F

8/7/2006 10:36 pm

Hugs and sympathy


tlsskrewdmee 48F

8/7/2006 10:45 pm

my prayers and hugs are being carried to you by my guardian angels...


rm_aWench4U 61M/61F
741 posts
8/7/2006 11:52 pm

Add another hug to bouquet that's growing. I'm also remembering you in prayer, asking God to comfort you in your time of need.

Remember the past but do not dwell there.
Face the future where all our hopes stand.


~Angela


Sailor376 62M
2288 posts
8/8/2006 12:24 am

My thoughts are with you.

Dean


rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
8/8/2006 1:23 am

just a big !!!



[blog freelove999]


PassionKisses4Me 44F

8/8/2006 3:27 am

Hugs my sweet friend...wish I could make it all better for you

Becky


~Becky~


horny4770 60M
8158 posts
8/8/2006 4:02 am

No words here either...

Hugs Sweetie


amoldenough 69F
16436 posts
8/8/2006 4:37 am

Dear Angel, I am so sorry about what you must be going through. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hugs.

"Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."


chef953 63M

8/8/2006 4:46 am

You have many thoughts and mine as well, my wishes and prayers for what is most needed.. and hugs with love.


ZZ_Todd 59M

8/8/2006 5:13 am

    Quoting bustybettyboop:
    you are loved on here and i know i speak for everyone when i say...if you need a friend..we're here for you! lots of hugs,lis
I'm stunned. I wish I could dry your tears, at least for a little while. Please don't ever start believing that your love isn't good enough for us.
{=}


sexyariesgirl 57F

8/8/2006 5:25 am

Angel, I'm sending many prayers and warm huggs your way. Know that we are here .....

Power To FOK


mysticdreamangel 60F
2759 posts
8/8/2006 5:34 am

Angel,

All I can do is send my love and big hugs!

MDA


electriccompany 52M

8/8/2006 8:04 am

DANG! HO-LEE disappointment and sadness.

(Makes my internet connection problem over the past few days seem so minor!)

Loves, hugs and prayers for you, Angel.


sunshinekzn 57F

8/8/2006 8:44 am

Angel I wish we could chat. I want you to know I understand, I know how you are feeling, but I know how he is feeling. For a long time I had lost my will to live and my hubby was the one trying to pull me out of it. I have had about 2 weeks that has been very good!

Take care!!!


drivinthrough 61M

8/8/2006 9:26 am

Angel I haven't had the chance to know you sxcept through your blog and the comments you've made on mine. Wishing you the best and my prayers are with you.


moonfire2u 69F
2602 posts
8/8/2006 5:54 pm

How sad I feel for you...

kind thoughts,
Moonfire


rm_sensual5591 61F

8/8/2006 9:39 pm

Oh Angel, how sad. There are no words that could soothe right now except to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your whole family.


NoGlory777

8/8/2006 10:23 pm

Angel. I can't pretend that I know how you feel, but like so many others have expressed, my thoughts are with you in this difficult time. I hope you can take something positive from this outpouring of love and support. Let these blessings flow over and around you, enfold you in a cloak sewn by many hearts, and push back the darkness with candles held in many hands.
As ever was


clitalicious67 49F

8/8/2006 10:52 pm

He has to love himself enough to make things work...and he is angry right now and off meds...I can only imagine what you are feeling...wishing you strength, faith, hope...and inner peace...

Hugs C~


BadAssBlonde1 56F
4989 posts
8/9/2006 9:37 am

I have you in my thoughts, Angel.

Warmly,
Lady Hunter


After all the sex is gone, there is the mind - Lady Hunter / BAB

Copyright © House of Lady Hunter 1998-2009


VTLakesideVixen 60F
458 posts
8/10/2006 7:09 pm

My heart grieves for you Angel. Being on the other side of this equation (more than 6 bouts with Major Depression) blogs like yours and many others have open my eyes and ears to realize that is just not myself suffering --my family also sufferers when this happens as you are Sweet Angel. And now knowing your profession I can understand why you feel so helpless--but I can say to you--if you love your husband --(if you can--I know it's a tall order)DON'T
keep this feeling! This is when we need you and your strength the most! Knowing that you love us and need us is exactly what we sometimes need (more often than not) to help us decide that no, no matter how hard life is we will NOT give up--for you NEED us!

Angel, I could really be out in left field with this--but this is what I know has helped me in the past when I thought that I had no good reason for existing. If it helps even a little-- then I guess I didn't do wrong in revealing this here.

In the meantime, I will be praying for you both to find the peace of mind and love in each other to go on.


khama111 61M
20 posts
9/29/2006 9:12 am

he was once my hero and passed in 1968,
no tear was shed,
no stone o'er head
to make the place where he lay.

Yes it is a sad loss to loose someone you have loved for so long....my he be blessed and rest is the peace of knowing the you loved him, and shed a single tear at his loss.

May the light of buddha shine on you always.


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