Melancholia...  

angeldickfuck 41M
26 posts
8/26/2006 1:35 am
Melancholia...

Melancholia...
i am not perfect and ill never be perfect...i made lots of mistakes in mah life before and i am still makin lots of mistakes at the moment..people do take advantage of me for being weak but if ever i acted strong they would say im a bitch.i have never understood life nor i intend to understand it. in my life ive been taking chances..could this be the right person, or this one, or how bout that one...i have always believed on ppol even if sumtimes i felt being violated already..i put my trust on them coz there's always good in everyone, i am saddened by the fact that i would be hurt by the ppol whom i entrust my love and affection. i have too much to offer, but i guess im still very young..there's a whole lot of things ahead of me..and pls if ever i seem sweet it doesnt mean i wanna be ur girlfriend nor i want "u" to be my boyfriend..pls dont get me wrong...its just me..its just my nature to treat everyone as special... and the thing bout other ppol, if i showed them my sweet and loving side..they tend to act as if they OWN me and that i have no right to talk or communicate with anyone else...FYI, i have been a chatter for more than 6 years...eversince i was in highschool....so for those of u that i have just met...pls dont act as if you know me...every inch of my body...im more than just those pics...i showed those photos to express sumthin that i cant ever do in real life...all my life eversince i was a kid was by the book...everything i do is accdg to the rules...so i come to the net to put all of my frustrations in life...everytbody can look good on cam and pics..in real life im UGLY...ppol here in my country...guys in particular, dont give a rats ass bout me...have u ever heard guys talking behind ur back ..laughing " what a waste..nice boobs and nice butt but very dark and ugly..." i had experience that all my life until now...and it pains me a lot so i go to the net to seek comfort..but ppol misunderstood...they judge me easily..dont judge a book by its cover...read a few pages first before you give out ur criticism...i just dont seem to understand why there are ppol who are very evil...i am me and i need not prove anything to anyone nor to anybody..i am experiencing a deep melancholia now but im happy that i have found love...and now i wont do the same mistake as i did before...i will love u with all of my heart AMORE..i will never ever let go of you ever...i will cherish u with all of my heart mio amore...this i promise you...till death do us part...TI AMO...martino's dad...


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