What is it all Worth??  

angelcoed1980 36F
128 posts
7/6/2005 1:40 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

What is it all Worth??

What does it feel like to have sex, make love, to someone you really care for maybe even love? This is the question that wakes me up in the middle of the night. For all of you that have asked me why I am here I LIED. Now for the truth, I am here to share my writing. Being more honest I am here looking for a last relationship. Some of you may say "but this is a sex site" to that I have to say I have tried most of the other dating sites with no luck. I have had dates off this site, yes, I have even had sex with some, but now I am here to tell you that I want it all; I want the white horse knight, I want romance, I want passion, but most of all I want a man that will tell me "It'll all be ok" when I have had a bad day and am crying in his arms.

I know that life should be fun and that sex is fun, sometimes, but I am looking for more. I may not find it on this site and that's ok but I am always looking for it.

Ok that's my little peal end of rant.


buddhamike 105M
7006 posts
7/6/2005 2:15 pm

Angel, if you can't find what you're looking for on an internet site, you're probably just too picky. Most of the women here and at many other sites get hundreds of contacts. Want it all, go to church and pray.

Sorry, but there are lots of people here who wish they could get any action at all.

darcon71 45M

7/6/2005 2:22 pm

it will all be ok...i hope you find what you are looking for.

NoNeedToHideIt 39M
15 posts
7/7/2005 1:59 pm

Many times people are looking for this perfect person to be with forever and ride off into the sunset with. Too often people forget that others have their own needs and emotional baggage. No one can be perfect. No one can ever live up to the perfect expectations of everyone else. Sometimes I need someone to reassure me too. Sometimes I long for the person whose arms I can be in while I cry my eyes out. Someone I can lean on when times are tough. I was married to a great woman. Then after three years, we both realized that our spouse was only human. All those times we said, "it will all be okay" added up, and it was time for things to be okay, and they still weren't. There's only so much comforting one person can give. I probably won't ever marry again. I'm not even really looking for a long-term relationship, because I've learned that ultimately, I can only rely on myself. And the more I think about that, the more it worries me.

angelcoed1980 36F

7/7/2005 3:27 pm

I do understand what you are saying NoNeedYoHideIt I do know that nobody is perfect and never will be. I strve to be perfect in my own inperfections or at least try to be perfect or as close to it as I can in my inperfections. Not even love can be perfect it is also imperfect. I just want someone that can hold me, look in my eyes, tell me I am beautiful, and agree with me when I just say "people suck" I know not all people suck (I do have a great hope for humanity) but the ones that I have come into contact with are or have been. I love living life, I know someday it will get easier for me.


NoNeedToHideIt 39M
15 posts
7/7/2005 7:36 pm

I agree with you 1000% angel. I know exactly - EXACTLY how you feel. It is nice having someone to hold you. And I do think you're beautiful. The rest of the world has its share of problems and I know that it's not everyone, but the relatively few out there who do make life generally horrible are much more visible and frequent than the others who are decent and good. It's tough to separate the good from the sucky, and times I've felt like giving up. I don't really have advice or anything, just letting you know that you're not the only one who feels this way.

NoNeedToHideIt 39M
15 posts
7/8/2005 9:08 pm

How I wish I lived near you. I really thing we'd get along famously. And I don't mean that as a cheesy, semi-subliminal come-on line - I really think we'd be good friends.

angelcoed1980 36F

7/9/2005 12:19 am

I do not dispute that with you at all. Send me mail through the site and maybe we could talk more.


rm_BoldDaniel 48M

7/13/2005 6:55 pm

Well, there may be a white horse knight out there for you. I do own a suit of armour, and I'm looking too. Trick is not to give up and take some risks.

sxydevil4u2love 38F
9 posts
7/17/2005 5:31 am

nothing wrong with looking for a lasting relationship on a sex site. after all, sex is part of a relationship, right? i hear you angel, i've been there too. sex is pretty easy to find, but romance is rare. love is even more fleeting. but like noneedtohideit said, no one is perfect. someone once told me that the secret to love is not how perfect they are, but how willing you are to look past their flaws.

Jerosd 47M

7/20/2005 2:38 pm

It won't be all ok..just not humanly possible...but if u are lucky most of it will....*points at the rainbow*

rm_guylooking61 55M
1 post
8/5/2005 12:22 pm

some times love is the hardest thing to find and even harder to keep going, we have got to keep trying or life means noithing. some times the words are in the looks you get or the deads that are done when we hurt, angel you sound like you are good at heart, white knights come in all sorts of peaple. its just they are harder to spot. best of luck and let us know how it turns out.

littlebird135 54M
8 posts
8/15/2005 2:50 pm

just a couple of things to say...

check out my blog...

and yes, it would be nice to find someone that can simply 'hold you when you cry'...it's rare these days...

perhaps; after you read my blog...we can share emails as friends...

and i WILL tell you upfront; i am married...not happily but i am married...extenuating circumstances but if you're interested in learning more...we can perhaps share stories...

check my blog..i think you might perhaps enjoy reading it

sneakyboots 48M
1 post
9/1/2005 6:09 am

well angel,

lookin past ones flaws is the key to a relationship but when it becomes detrimental to your own well being, then its not so good. this is what i experienced in my own life. it just didnt work out. and many times i still remember bein with her like it was yesterday. to be able to find that love again, i think is almost impossible. ill settle for friends. i would want another love.

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