Counting down the hours, till he just takes my hand.  

anchcpl4fun 40M/44F
358 posts
11/22/2005 3:24 am

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Counting down the hours, till he just takes my hand.


I Feel like writting, I just dont know what about. So much has happened lately, yet nothing too important. Ever feel like that? like you can barely breathe for a break, yet Nothing is happening.

Well this last weekend was alot of fun, a super wonderful friend came down to visit from HELL (or otherwise known as fairbanks AK). So we did the fun girly thing all day and SHOPPED! was awesome.....Then went to dinner with her and this hottie guy. THEN went out to meet up with a number of A.F.F. ppl who meet up at a local bar on saturday nights. was alot of fun, got drunk and met some folks i had been wanting to meet for awhile, some definate cutie too, one very tall hottie woman, and then another totally cute woman, whos man ket trying to make me APPRECIATE country music, NOT going to happen! lol...
So that was a fun day all together. cant wait till my friend comes back.

hmmm what else??? lemme think....

i got locked out of my truck TWICE, yes TWICE this week.. all because hubby broke the lock thingie on our new truck, so now when i just CLOSE my fucking door it automatically locks...imagine my suprise at finding this out, and imagine the road side assistance operator's amusement at dispatchng me a tow truck guy twice in two days.....so yeah NOT been happy about that...but the last tow truck guy was a hottie. la di da....

Been spending the last three weeks in some serious thought mode. NOT a goodplace for me to be...I tend to OVER think EVERYTHING. Hubby has been in Texas for almost 3 weeks, some military 7level school. well i havent written about it because i dont really know how, but some stuff happened before he left which was kinda touched on in a previous blog. I havent written about the whole thing because i dont want to put to much merit on it. Dont want to make it more important then it really is. But it has brought out some serious talks, kinda like peace talks between hubby and I. I just cant help but feel that his leaving when he did was horrible timing. I feel that things with us cant really be RIGHT till i can see him, put my arms around him and hold him. Yet im sill nervous about seeing him. HMMM maybe nervous isnt the right word. ANXIOUS, that works, kinda scared yet very excited. BUT we only get two nights before he has to go up north for another 5 days. SIGHS...How do you fix wierd unstable feelings in a relationship in just two nights, especially when one of them is with our HUGE family for thankgiving dinner? hmmm maybe unstable is a bit extreme. Just not our normal well oiled machine feelings...We have been married almost 9 years, so i KNOW we have these times, and we aways get past them, usually stronger then when we started. What marriage doesnt have hills and valleys? We just try to make sure that the valleys arent so deep that we lose sight of the hills....
I Just know I love him. His fun, silly make me laugh side. His passionate, loving, make me shiver side. Those make dealing with his stupid, non thinking male side easier i guess.....
i know he loves my silly, sarcastic, loving, passionate sides, which im sure help him deal with my bitchy SARCASTIC princess, its all about me side......

sighs....so here i will be, counting down the days and hours till i can just FEEL him, just take my hand in his and know everything is going to be O.K.

bulging_boy 49M

11/22/2005 4:10 am

You go girl!

Sounds like you got the plan worked out.


anchcpl4fun 40M/44F

11/22/2005 10:13 am

bulging one.
I do have a plan, I shall let you know how it works out.


anchcpl4fun 40M/44F

11/22/2005 1:10 pm

Thor~ I believe you are right, they will be, he will feel and im glad too....
thank you for always leaving your thoughts.....


frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
11/25/2005 12:35 am

I hope you both have a wonderful cpl of days before he os off again... T

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anchcpl4fun 40M/44F

12/9/2005 6:38 pm

no you arent vain.....LOL


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