Phase II  

an_ethicalslut69 51M
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9/1/2005 8:40 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Phase II


Here I sit in a Hotel room at the Renaissance Hotel and Resort Casino, Oranjestad, Aruba, Room 1414. I have been contemplating writing again and making my thoughts known to the world on AdultFriendFinder. Aside from natural disaster in the southern states. I have reached the pinacle of my life and am moving into the next phase. I have decided with much discussion from my shrink that I have to be prepared to move onward. My wife cannot make a decision on her own since she is cuaght in a catch 22. The man that has her, is not paying attention to critical aspects of things. He will loose her just as I have. I am past the point of no return. I have crossed the line and there is no turning back. Read backwards in my posts to understand my life and how it has changed. I was in the wrong relationship and it was terrible for me and I did not even know it. It took its toll on me and I had to reclaim my life. So here I am and I have reclaimed me. I am dating again and moving forward at the speed of sound Something I tell a new person in my life. Happiness is the very best we can ask for and recieve. Happiness is what everyone seeks but cannot find. Happiness is what makes us glow and snappy and happy. Happiness is where I am now. Blissful and wondering where I will go next. My life is something of a special happenstance. A wonder of nature and life. I have transformed into the man I always should have been. Someone that is happy and can take whatever life dishes out and spit right back in the face of life and tell it to suck my dick. I will tell you why all of this came to a head today. I have decided where I am to go and what I am to do and who I will do it with. My life crossed this boundry at about 10pm last night. I was drunk off my ass and lying by the pool here in Aruba and I saw a shooting star. Then I knew what it was I was supposed to do. I am about to cause a paradigm shift in my entire life and career. Its ok and I dont mind. So here is where I am going. I have been offered the chance of a life time to make something of my self. Of Me and of my life. It has been an uphill and often turbulent time. I have found the answer people and by god I am going to use this to my advanatge. Take advantage of life beofre it tries to fuck me back. I know now what it all means. I have to thank some people for that. YOu know who you are if you read this. Speed is an issue with me and you know why. Life is a speed. Sound or better people. sound or better. Light is preferred. Knowing this meant more than anything to me. It meant that I had reached that pinacle where I would most be happy and settled. My journey has reached a peak and I intend to enjoy the happiness and basque in its wonderful warmth. So if you want to know what the hell I am talking about ask me. I can make you see the light too.

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