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The distance I keep from you only grows in time.
It seems thats the only way to keep you near.
Close enough for you not to run away from me.
Just far enough to keep you at bay from my mind.
There is nothing I would rather do than let you know,
All of the reasons my mind so filled with pain.
A trinket here and there to keep you interested.
A backdoor just for me, for when you get too close.
Maybe someday I may let you peak into my mind
Show you a side of me that you have never seen.
Until I can fix whatever is wrong in my head,
That broken side of me may be all you will find
I know that there is no place for me to find serenity,
Inside the dark labyrinth that I call my brain,
Many things will always trigger old memories.
Like the scars I have to bear for the rest of eternity.
I have to reach deep inside and try to show you more
This may just be one way of me opening up to you.
I know it is not much, but for now it will suffice.
I just wish that my thoughts would haunt me no more.
6/23/2006 12:54 pm
Wow...this is beautiful and touching, amusing. I'm really impressed! Not only are you a cutie, but you can write, too!|
Keep up the good work.
6/24/2006 11:05 pm
well thank you lusty! i really do appreciate it |