For the help.. Thank you.  

amnottforfree 33F
10 posts
6/30/2006 3:52 am

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7/1/2006 7:06 am

For the help.. Thank you.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who responded to my first blog. It made me reflect on the things that you guys said.. and I think that i'm gona give it a shot. Why not right? If i'm lucky then I guess it'll work. I haven't really told you about the guy that I like.. well, this makes it complicated. See, the guy that I like is not really a die-hard bachelor but he enjoys being single.. A LOT. I've asked him a couple of times why he's still single considering he's stable and stuff like that. He told me once that he has never really found a girl that makes him interested for a very long time. HARD right? But so far he said that i'm doing a pretty good job. Although i'm scared because what if I do follow my heart then all of a sudden he lost interest in me.

There was one who responded to my 1st blog and said that online relationships are just as real as anything else.. and that includes pain and the tears. I'm just not ready to have my heart broken once again that's why when you look at my profile you'll find a happy-go-lucky person that just wants to have some fun. But i'm just tired of all the partying, sometimes it gets into your nerves and you think about what you really want.. and that is not what I want anymore. I like meeting people, hanging out with them then maybe play around if the date goes well but then I would also want to have a serious relationship where in I can call a guy mine.

..And what if my senses were wrong. What if the guy that I want right now doesn't really want me even though he said he liked me. Then i'm back to square one. I'm the type of person who cries over spilled milk. Told you, i'm a bitch but when I fall in love and get hurt, i'm just the same as the girl next door, crying her heart out.

rm_drphilerhole 42M
2 posts
6/30/2006 4:36 am

thats cool...we love ya

sunfire31902 37M

6/30/2006 4:49 am

i found being spontaneous from time to time helps to keep interest. whether it is getting down to business or just going some were.

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