three week blues  

altimaser05 37M
8 posts
7/13/2006 8:59 am

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10/6/2006 8:57 am

three week blues

relationships suck. !!! i miss those days of looking women and wondering what i'd do to that specific woman. like rip her clothes off, or casually take her clothes off and then the preheating the oven kind of thing... and now it's morally wrong for me to look or think of them things because of my girlfriend. i stick to my morals and i will never break them. i miss those days of being able to get down and dirty with anyone at anytime. everything is going great in my life but this relationship that i'm in is sucking all the air out of me. i want to be able to go out and have spur of the moment sex with anyone at anytime. now i have only one woman that i have to please and it is not one that i am dreaming of spending the rest of my life with. don't get me wrong, she's a fireball in the sack but physically she's not a perfect fit. i've heard opposites attract and they do but i don't want one of them opposites to be the body type. i hope i'm just being paranoid. this won't last the rest of my life so i know i will be alright, but i'm looking for that out. i'm thinking i should do it quick like a band-aid and get it over with. then there's that part of me that says, stick it out- prolong the break-up. i just don't know.

HeatherBeather99 35F
1 post
8/1/2006 9:57 am

relationships are hard trust me i know.. i had an open marriage that went wrong. i didnt mind my husband going and beign wth other women as long as he was honest.. but i think that is where my marriage failed.. dont stay in it if your not happy just is harder in the long run of things. i married for the wrong reasons.

altimaser05 37M

8/4/2006 9:21 am

i'm sorry he left you, i really like this girl but i'm not too physically attracted to her. everytime i see her i notice one more thing i do not like about her. back to you, you let your husband see other women when you were married? wow!

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