Quit Day  

alpha1paradox 61F
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5/24/2005 5:10 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Quit Day

Today is my official Quit Day. 7 AM and I'm already edgy as hell. I've been planning this for over a month, and designated this as my day to follow through with my plans, yet you'd think that I hadn't planned at all, if you were to judge by the way I'm feeling right now. I should probably just go out for a long walk or a hike or something, rather than sitting here at my computer (my biggest smoking trigger) sucking on candy. But I'd have to go find something to wear...should have planned better last night. It's been just over two years since I stopped smoking LAST time, so I can at least reassure myself that this feeling of anxiety will pass. Need to go through the apartment and collect all the ashtrays to empty, wash, and put away. Air the place out to get rid of the stale smoke smell, and just keep remembering how much better I feel when I'm focusing on good health than when I'm sitting around like a slug, chain smoking. And it's a beautiful day outside... a good day for a new beginning.


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