Cuckold Experiences  

adrianpc 54M/47F
18 posts
7/10/2005 1:19 pm

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10/8/2007 8:32 pm

Cuckold Experiences


I am a cuckold husband; I enjoy other men fucking my wife.

I have been a sub all my adult life, and probably back into adolescence. Cuckolding appears to be the latest expresson of this: I enjoy being denied what I most desire, and I really enjoy fucking my wife, so it is very hot for me to watch someone else enjoy her, and her enjoy him, while I don't get to.

This degree of cuckold submission is made possible only by the depth and strength of our relationship. We are totally in love with each other, and with the confidence that she will never really leave me, it gives me the strength to let go and let her be with other men, and enjoy it.

This blog will be my exhibisionist experiences. Since I can't really come out to my friends & associates about this without making them uncomfortable, I will instead revel in the knowledge that the readers of alt.com (friends and strangers) are reading all about my wife being taken by other men.

There are presently two other men in her life. "Bob" is an old, old friend from college days, 15 years ago. She started sleeping with him a couple of years ago. He knows that we have an open relationship, but not about my cuckold desires. Thus I have never been present when he had sex with her, but I have been in the same house while they did it. Sometimes she would put me to bed, and tell me she was going off down the hall to have sex with him. Several hours later, she returns to bed, fresh fucked, and snuggles up to me, giving me no sexual relief.

The other man in her life is "Stewart". We met him here on one of the alt.com affiliated sites. Stewart is not really into the cuckold scene, but rather he tolerates it. He is ok with me being present while he fucks my wife, just so long as he gets to fuck her.

Stewart, however, has a huge cock. My wife really enjoys large cock; when she saw Stewart's photos, she was instantly interested. It was just fantastic the first time the three of us got together. I loved watching his huge cock penetrate and streach her pussy, and from the ecstatic look on her face, she enjoyed it too. I was permitted to sit and watch, but not participate, other than handing them more condoms. He fucked her three times in about 2 hours; amazing stamina. They also generously allowed me to take out my penis and masturbate myself while watching them, but not to orgasm.

More recently, they got together again, but this time without me. I had left town on business, and with my blessing, she had contacted him. I was not gone two hours before he was fucking her And this time, she was able to relax more without me being present, and for the first time in our cuckolding experiences, she came with another man's cock inside her. And I did not get to see it. The ironies of enjoying being denied, I am denied even the denial that I desire

Adrian

altmedicalpro 71M
1 post
8/29/2005 4:28 pm

Adrian,

I've read your comments on how you feel about cuckolding. I can sense, I think, a bit of where you're coming from. I amdefinitely on the other side of the fence, however, where I would get a distinct satisfaction out of fucking your wife. There must be some physiological/psychological explanation somewhere for this feeling. Perhaps its somewhat akin to animals marking (with urine or spray)their territory or for non-pairing animals the desire to herd all the females into a controllable unit and keep competing males away.
To me the idea of fucking your wife seems to have more meaning than to fuck a willing single female. I guess its the emergence of the dominant male syndrome. Obviously, the right to fuck your wife is ceded away by you for the gratifications you enjoy through denial. I'm not going to analyze that as that is foreign territory for me. I read your alt.com etc resources and I see that you're probably more closely in tune with dominant males. I have no opinion nor any judgement on another persons desires. If you had not offered the potential opportunity to fuck your wife, I likely would not have gotten interested seeing you're a stranger I don't know. I can't offer a giant cock but mine has always been sufficient and I've not felt any insufficiency.


adrianpc 54M/47F
13 posts
9/2/2005 1:51 pm

Thanks for your post aldmedicalpro. I find being cucked by a man who specifically enjoys fucking another man's wife to be much more enjoyable than her just fucking another man. It intensifies the feelings of humiliation, degredation, denial, and most especially the feeling of having the intimacy of our marriage violated.

I agree that some of that pheromonal stuff about urine marking applies here. I suspect that is what makes cream pies hot. It has a lot to do with the mental state that makes it hot for me to suck another man's cock. I find it to be a very appealing act of submission to take his cock into my mouth and pleasure him.

You are correct that in "real life" I am more of a dominant personality. Being an alpha male in public life and a sub in private is a common stereotype. There's the simplistic theory that it is a "relief" to not have to be the decision maker, and I suspect that it both contains a germ of truth and misses a lot.

As to you personally fucking my wife, send me an e-mail. I am currently short on page views and can't see your profile or send you anything.


berkshirevista 46M/46F
2 posts
2/15/2006 5:56 am

I am also an Alpha male that enjoys being cucked. I agree 100% that it is much better by a bull who specifically enjoys doing another guys wife. Most guys that do enjoy the feeling of superiority they get from taking a wife in front of their husband. Knowing they get off on that adds to the humiliation aspect. AdultFriendFinder


rm_cuminme61 33F
18 posts
6/15/2007 9:30 am

i love doing other men and teling hubb


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