Something gooses Mac and it  

absolutelynormal 56F
6016 posts
5/12/2006 4:43 pm

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Something gooses Mac and it

I'm jonesing for a life. Know what I mean? I am tired of blogging, not that I don't enjoy it but I want something to occupy my time other than going to work and sitting here in front of this effing computer.

I do realize that it's up to me to find said life. It won't just fall in my lap.

This makes me wonder if I should just close shop and leave because the computer is my place of refuge from the real world. It is my comfort zone where I can be me.

Why can't I be me IRL? Fear I suppose. Fear that no one will understand me or like me for who I am.

It seems I can always find understanding and camaraderie on the net. How is it different from life on earth?

All we have here is communication, so everyone is willing to do it. Everyone is willing to at least attempt to find something in common with others on line whether you are in a blog situation or a chat situation, message board, what have you.

There is no screaming or yelling here. No one can literally get in my face, although that rarely happens to me.

I can be funny here and no one looks at me like I've lost my mind. I can be goofy here and you guys love me anyway. I can be sad or upset and I am rallied around and made to feel better.

So what does that sound like to you? It sounds like home, the one I never had. Which is sad to say, that hundreds of mostly strangers read my thoughts and feelings here and I feel more at home with y'all than I do with my family.

Of course none of you have ever tried to abuse me in anyway. It's easy to feel close to someone when you know they aren't going to try to hurt you.

OK, now on a goofier and funnier note... Any of you with long hair like mine? Does this ever happen to you?

Everyone sheds, hairs fall out everyday. Most people are unaware unless they aren't replaced when they come out or they're long and really dark like mine.

It usually happens when I am at work. Usually when I am telling a patient or family member something that requires some explaining... why is it called a CAT scan, that kinda thing.

Something tickles my ass, soft as a whisper.
This will continue to "goose" me until I go to the bathroom and remove it. How hair from my head ends up in my panties is beyond me.

I'm off to babysit Mac

rm_truedom2 55M
663 posts
5/12/2006 4:50 pm

Are you sure it was your hair?

absolutelynormal replies on 5/12/2006 4:54 pm:
Yeah, I had a DNA test done on it. It's either mine or Chewbacca's cousin, you know that other Wookiee, Chewdacca. Cause you know he's darker than Chewbacca. Mac goes and sits in the corner now.

rm_gerson42 52M
2419 posts
5/12/2006 4:54 pm

Clinical Blogging. Blogger blogs problem that comes to mind. Blogger proceeds to analyze problem and ends up accurately defining and finding solutions.
Almost everything boils down to a few basics, fear being one of them.
It's all about the action. Your safe here, we're safe here. The refuge is always open.

absolutelynormal replies on 5/12/2006 4:56 pm:
LOL, hell the hospital can't even keep gay men from sticking things in your mouth!!

docdirk 47M

5/12/2006 5:26 pm

Head hair in your panties, eh? OK, sadly, it wasn't mine. Haven't had to track down those little bastards for years. But if I had to, I'd like to start the search right there!!!

BTW, I'm trying with all my might not to make a "head-up-your-you-know-what" joke. Would go a long way in explaining how that hair got there!

Ah, Its you again, Your Angel Feathers and your Blood Stains...

absolutelynormal replies on 5/12/2006 5:41 pm:
My head up MY ass? I don't think so!

rm_chislut 42F
710 posts
5/12/2006 6:23 pm

Hey Mac,

Life CAN just fall into your lap. You just have to notice it. (Just like that hair, actually!) Seriously, this is what I believe. Now that you've written down that you're looking for something -- a "life" -- it will come to you. But, when you feel that itch, it's up to you to get off your ass, follow it, and see where you end up. Even if it is a trip from your head to your panties!

I swear, when I started writing this I had no idea I'd follow that metaphor so far.... all I'd meant to say was "Write It Down and It Will Happen". Which is the name of a great book about this phenomenon, btw.

absolutelynormal replies on 5/13/2006 12:02 am:
Uhmmm, OK, well I've been writing about sex for MONTHS and it hasn't fallen in my lap yet, I swear I woulda noticed! Mac

ProtonicMan 47M

5/12/2006 6:42 pm

A life? I thought that's what cell phones were for.

Yeah, the feeling of community is pretty cool around here. It's funny how it takes so much more work to develop that IRL.

Hmmm. Gonna go think about that one. Nah, I'll just go read some more blogs.


absolutelynormal replies on 5/13/2006 12:03 am:
Let me know if you find anything interesting

rm_yukonpaul 51M
1120 posts
5/12/2006 7:11 pm

I have problems with my facial hair getting in my coffee or food. When my mustache gets too long, I have to be careful. After eating, I'll use a comb to get any errant food bits out! I have never used mustache grease or gel.

absolutelynormal replies on 5/13/2006 12:04 am:
Hands Paul a napkin and points to the spot he missed.

ilsuconu 56M

5/12/2006 7:28 pm

Home is where the heart is...
Welcome Home!

absolutelynormal replies on 5/13/2006 12:04 am:
Awwww, aren't you sweet!

Helper874 45M

5/12/2006 9:48 pm

Mac, I was moved by this. I read it several times. Quite frankly I was a little shocked. I take a lot of things at face value. When I read certain blogs from You, I think I see the personality behind the coputer screen. And it is great.

I am in person as I am on here. Not all can be that way, and I understand that. I have always had the take me for what I am or leave me attitude. Does not work for all. And You are right, in here, it is a like minded community. We look out for each other. We defend each other. So there is not the same issues to deal with that You have in real life.

Don't leave sweetie....I find that I get a lot from You and what You write, as I hope You do from some of my piddlings...... And You definately got a laugh out of me about the hair..ROFL. Have a great night and a great weekend. Take care of Yourself. Helper

absolutelynormal replies on 5/13/2006 12:08 am:
LOL, yeah ask Gerson about me defending him! I am who you see here, I am just afraid to be that person IRL. I've met several people from the net (not here) and hardly any of them matched their online persona. Have a great time this weekend too Helper, isn't it beautiful tonight?

jdocfunguy 50M

5/12/2006 10:28 pm

Here's a little thought I picked up on my travels tonight. I hope to apply it, but don't know if I can. Maybe you can....

"The only way to live your dreams is to WAKE UP."

absolutelynormal replies on 5/13/2006 12:10 am:
I don't know that I have dreams, those were all pretty much dashed when I was younger. I did it myself, didn't live up to my potential. All I can do now is wait till the next go round for my dreams. I wasn't awake, thought I had more time etc.

Jeepidiot 42M

5/13/2006 7:50 am

"Real Life" is overrated. I've tried it. It's not worth the effort. Just keep blogging. If blogging doesn't help then just sit in a corner staring at the wall. Both are more enjoyable and less troublesome than "Real Life".

absolutelynormal replies on 5/13/2006 9:36 am:
Yeah, Ivedone all three, sometimes real life is so hard that coming here seems like a big relief

rm_chislut 42F
710 posts
5/13/2006 10:29 pm

absolutelynormal replies on 5/13/2006 12:02 am:
Uhmmm, OK, well I've been writing about sex for MONTHS and it hasn't fallen in my lap yet, I swear I woulda noticed! Mac

LOL! Ok, well, it doesn't always fall into our laps they way we expect it to! Seriously, though? Check out the book. Look it up at Amazon... I'm too lazy right now, even as a librarian, to do it for you!

absolutelynormal replies on 5/13/2006 10:55 pm:
I'll look into it

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