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Well, apparently I have upset some people with these blog postings.
This will be my last posting and it is the come clean tell the truth version.
I joined this site back in Nov. at the time I was on here to bust my father, who my mom thought was on here meeting women, and she was very hurt. I joined to find out and did. Then after accomplishing what I had set out to I stayed to see if I might possibly meet someone worth while. I did. I was surprised. As this is billed as a sex site, I figured that chances of my meeting someone with more would be slim to none.
If I wanted to meet someone to date etc... I would not join a sex site, I would join e harmony or something. I am a very sexual creature by nature, I absolutly love everything about sex, my stories here in the fantasy are both true experiences shared with my husband. I am not looking to meet someone for sex and sex alone, that is not me. I am not into casual sex, or sex for the sake of sex, as I know that that kind of sexual experience is not very good. Sex is not good at all when it is strictly biological, the mind must most definatly enter into the equasion for me.
Everything I wrote and said was true, not one thing was made up, that was important to me. Even if I didn't want to meet anyone for sex and sex alone, there was no reason for me to lie. I do enjoy cyber and phone sex, it is a way of having a sexual experience without actually giving away my most precious possession, my body. My body is sacred, and I will not give it to just anyone.
My putting my pic on and taking it off and putting it on was really an experiment. I have always been a student of human nature and was most curious to see who wrote, when, why, etc...
As I said my intention was never to meet people to have sex with, unless it was cyber or phone, and even then I am quite discriminating.
I most sincerely apologize to anyone that I hurt or angered, that was never my intention.
I wish everyone much luck in finding what they are seeking, whatever that is.
As for me, my membership expires on the 28th, just as I said, and I will not be renewing. It has been a most interesting experience, and I have learned much. I was also lucky enough to meet someone special, you know who you are!
Again, best of luck to all, may you not only find what you are seeking but also find happiness, and well being. Lynne