Visit me at work.  

aascrompn 42M
6957 posts
4/4/2006 11:52 am

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Visit me at work.

So I'm floating through my office, today, trying to get caught up on the 6 machines that need to still be built and doing server work on top of that. Out of the blue, there is an intercomm anouncement asking for me to return to my office.

I found this an odd announcement, but figured that it was a cell phone issue that needed handling. Upon rounding the corner, and stepping into my office, there she stands. I looked and must've actually stopped breathing. My pulse must've jumped 20 in a fraction of a second. She looks down at the floor (kinda submissively), looks back up and smiles. I was speechless. It wasn't the way that she looked, but the fact that she was here, in my office, sitting in my chair w/ her feet propped up, as if she owned the place!

This is my ghost. She is the one that I spent 4 years engaged to. Two years ago, she called it quits. She completely left me w/ all the bills and just walked out. Over the next 4 months, she would come and go, collecting her items at will. It was hell, at the time. I still thought we could work things out.

Today, I thought I was going to literally faint. I had such a sureal feeling. I was talking, but realized that I had no idea what I was even saying. I was just trying to monitor my heart rate, etc, b/c of my anxiety problem. I finally was able to concentrate on the conversation. We had many laughs today.

Do I miss her? Yes! I miss my best friend. Her current fiance doesn't want her talking to me. He's scared of losing her to me. I don't blame him really.

Anyway, this has been a good thing! I'm happy to finally put this behind me and move forward as friends...

Also, my New One IM'd me today and we had a great conversation. I'm so very happy to have Her in my life even if it is only over the Internet so far.

EroticaXTC 49F

4/4/2006 12:03 pm

that sounds fantastic!!!!

aascrompn replies on 4/5/2006 5:57 am:
Thanks! It is great to have a friend back! Thanks, again, for your comments!

jadedbabe78 105F

4/4/2006 12:09 pm

That's awesome! It's always nice to move past a point and be able to move forward.

And glad to see you happy


aascrompn replies on 4/5/2006 5:57 am:
confused, but yes, happy...

bardicman 50M

4/4/2006 1:04 pm

Its always good when the past is settled. Did she need a new hard drive in her main frame?

I am not dead yet

aascrompn replies on 4/5/2006 5:58 am:
She needed a reboot!

fantasylover_05 62M

4/4/2006 2:15 pm

I am indeed very happy to see you happy and having reached your own closure!!

Keep moving FORWARD Aascrompn my friend!!

aascrompn replies on 4/5/2006 5:58 am:
I guess that's all I really can do...

Synn74 42F
1206 posts
4/4/2006 3:35 pm

glad to see you had a great day ...may you have tons more to come

I welcome you to the House of Syn...

aascrompn replies on 4/5/2006 5:58 am:
Yes, I believe more are on the way...

Jeepidiot 42M

4/4/2006 3:58 pm

Let me be the buzzkill and say be careful. Great that you 2 can move on as friends, just pay attention for any signs that she might not be there strictly as friends. I doubt you want to get caught up in that again.

I'm really not trying to rain on your parade. I just realize that sometimes when things are too good to be true it's because they are. Nobody deserves to get hurt. Especially not twice.

aascrompn replies on 4/5/2006 5:59 am:
I love your caution... not a buzz kill at all. She's actually engaged. She wants nothing from me.

LustyTaurus 48M  
21253 posts
4/4/2006 4:18 pm

"Anyway, this has been a good thing! I'm happy to finally put this behind me and move forward as friends..."

that's a happy ending...good for you.


aascrompn replies on 4/5/2006 5:59 am:
Thank you, my fellow Canadian!

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
4/4/2006 6:08 pm

That had to be hard. Why in the world did she come? I would lock my door and tell the receptionist not to let her in!

Focus on your new love darling

Purry {=}


aascrompn replies on 4/5/2006 6:02 am:
It was very hard, especially for my anxiety... She came to see her youngest daughter for her birthday. She will be 12 tomorrow. My ex lives one state over and comes really close to my work on her drive in.

As far as my New One... Yes, I'm even more focused. Let's put it this way, I dreamt of my New One last night, not my ex. My New One is a very sweet girl and I was ultra relieved to get to chat w/ her yesterday.

rm_herestill 56M

4/4/2006 9:29 pm

jeepidiot and purry have it right,be careful! Look forward,move forward

aascrompn replies on 4/5/2006 6:04 am:
Thanks for the visit! There is really nothing to be cautious about. I'm not interested in her in that way any longer, and she's engaged to her current bf...

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