Saturday Morn  

aascrompn 42M
6957 posts
7/22/2006 7:07 am

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Saturday Morn

I wake up on my patio... It's really not as bad as it sounds, other than the condition I must've been when I dropped.

I actually have patio furniture out there. I evidentally have a pretty comfy couch, b/c this is becoming habit.

This was my Friday night... 1 bottle of Captain Morgan (750 ml = one bottle of wine), one liter of Diet Coke, as I'm on a diet... That's it! Usually a bottle will last me two complete days. I absolutely forgot food... It's now Saturday morning (9:30) and the bottle is gone. The diet coke is gone...

Why did I do this? I know! I'm an alcoholic, remember??

This comes easy to me... I beat myself up when I don't get my way.

My home loan will probably not go through. I will be stuck in this fucking apartment until I clean up my credit... This could take fucking years. Do you know how frustrating it is to be on the cusp and not be able to attain it?? I'm the dude in the movie hanging on by finger-tips who actually falls b/c he just can't hold on...

As a result of being a loser stuck in apartments, I will no longer be attractive to my Boomerang Bitch... She is sooooo not a bitch, but it's a cute title and she doesn't really mind. I do love her, but she has to think of herself, and I'm quite sure she won't be attracted to me if I'm stuck in an apartment.... How can I compete w/ her fiance if I'm a loner in an apartment. They have a house together already. I'm 32 and can't seem to get on my feet... that's so unattractive, I am just pissed off!

warmandsexy52 64M
13164 posts
7/22/2006 12:46 pm

Courage mon brave!

What do you want really badly?

Okay ..... make it number one ...... and everything else, drink included, is secondary .......


aascrompn replies on 7/24/2006 11:37 am:
Amen to that... She has me slowly breaking bad patterns, but it's not telling or asking me to do so; I'm breaking them on my own.

funintheday2006 56M
9659 posts
7/23/2006 12:41 am

Bollocks Aas, stop feeling sorry for yourself, not like you.
YOU are sure she wont be attracted because of an apartment??
Fucks sake, she aint looking for a landlord is she??
Dont beat yourself up, ask her, you might just wake up to a brighter day.
Take care.

aascrompn replies on 7/24/2006 11:37 am:
LOL - She told me that it wouldn't matter...

frangipanigal 44F
10406 posts
7/23/2006 1:03 am

I told you to go back to sleep and not post...

One day you may listen to me TB!!

Frangi x

aascrompn replies on 7/24/2006 11:37 am:
Zip it!

TabithaElectra 37F

7/23/2006 11:01 am

    Quoting frangipanigal:
    I told you to go back to sleep and not post...

    One day you may listen to me TB!!

    Frangi x
Frangi, I wish he would listen to me too!!!

aascrompn replies on 7/24/2006 11:38 am:
What, I can't think for myself anymore?? Sheesh!

alphuctup 40M

8/29/2006 2:57 am

Trust me, houses are seriously fucking overrated, not to mention costly to maintain and a bugger to keep clean...if I were you I'd downgrade to a tent and spend all your money on exotic holidays.

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