One Man  

aascrompn 42M
6957 posts
5/24/2006 1:22 pm

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10/18/2006 7:19 am

One Man

... Is another man's pain.

Is it not funny how the world works? Think about the law (which ever one it was) where matter can never be created nor destroyed. I believe this law definitely extends well past matter into even that of emotions, or luck, or virtue, what have you.

When I came upon my "ending", I realized just how much this has to be true. Although I'm extrememly happy for Her, I am pained more so than I ever thought possible. I came to think that Her One True Love has to be one of the happiest men in the world. So, as I experience pain, he experiences pleasure.

This is not the first time this sort of thing has happened to me. I wrote about this in some kind of Timing post that I did (too lazy right now to link to it) and I believe it's just bad luck for me. I've been in a situation, where if given even one month prior, I could've been with a girl that I still so dearly care about. One fucking month! Although my current "ending" is not so much a timing thing, as it is a transfer of luck type of deal, I think they both reflect on how shitty my luck in this life is. Had the girl from years ago been in my life one month earlier, I could've been with her. During that month, she met another man, and they are currently married. She liked me. She liked me a lot. I'm sure she still has some feelings for me, as I do her, but do to timing, it wasn't right. In my current situation, I have to admit that it's probably a SHIT LOAD more to do than just bad luck, but I do have to admit it's really uncanny in the similarities. In this case, She was given some advice of which She really thought about. That one sentence worth of advice really closed any and all doors that I had my foot in. It's amazing how this all works... One sentence evaporated all of what little chances I had.

One sentence. One! One month. One!

I know! I know... quit fucking looking, AAS! Love will find you! You are still young, AAS! You have plenty of time. There are some on here that I'm sure like you... Yes, there may be. Rest assured, they will have to be the most amazing woman. They will have to get into my head (in a good way) better then She did. That will be damn near impossible to do. She, and I'm not exagerating, totally had me wrapped with just her words, passion, heart, charm, on-screen poise... sigh. It will be next to impossible to find one better than She. I'm not even sure I'm up for trying anymore.

I think we bloggers are all very curagous. We show our emotions, pit falls, happiness, everything. You've all seen plenty of mine... This, would have to be labled my sorrow...

Until next time,

AAS ~ Baffled by luck


twirly_girl 47F

5/24/2006 1:37 pm

Timing does suck sometimes... but then again for me personally I'm finding it very much on my side lately.
Well... except for dislocating my shoulder in my sleep. That about beats all for timing. LMAO

When you aren't looking and you least expect to find it, it will be there. And most likely you'll find it where you never thought to look. How's that for cryptic?



-Nikki


aascrompn replies on 5/26/2006 7:47 am:
I'm very happy for you! You're right the shoulder thing does suck, but everything else seems to be going for you.

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
5/24/2006 4:24 pm

BIG HUG!

Purry {=}

Purry


aascrompn replies on 5/26/2006 7:48 am:

FunandFrisky79 41M/36F

5/24/2006 4:28 pm

I'm sorry you're down and out these days. I'm sending you lots of hugs and kisses, sweetie!

I know it's a cliche, but it's true... Love always finds you when you're least expecting it. If you spend too much time worrying and looking for it, you may just miss it. So, sit back, relax, and let the women cum for... err, TO... you!

Cheer up, sexy!


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aascrompn replies on 5/26/2006 7:49 am:
Thanks...

I need women to cum on me... lol - you wanna start this whole revolution?

mary1025 47F

5/25/2006 12:56 am

free horses need wide prairies
i say quoting somebody i cant
remember who, be you, one day
at a time, dont sweat commitment
it comes, you cant make it, why
be tied down, till your roped
and tied, true love is helpless


aascrompn replies on 5/26/2006 7:50 am:
I could use some roped and tied right about now! lol

alphuctup 40M

5/25/2006 1:20 am

I'm thinking you should go out and buy a lottery ticket!


aascrompn replies on 5/26/2006 7:51 am:
Ya... I did run out of toilet paper. lol

shadeofpink 42F

5/27/2006 2:09 pm

usually...i just show my ass


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