I Was Not Sure  

aascrompn 42M
6957 posts
7/30/2006 6:54 pm

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I Was Not Sure

I wasn't so sure things were in my favor yesterday... There was a lot of bad shit that went down between my girlfriend and I. It's nothing that I did or did not do, but it's her current circumstances that jumped in the way.

I was actually fairly certain, as you can tell from my blog, that it was going to be over. Again, it's not something that she nor I would've wanted, but it was pretty heavy shit.

Luckily for me, she has some pretty amazing friends that she can turn to for this. She has been friends w/ this fellow for quite some time, and he was able to talk sense into her. She now sees things the way that I do, and I can't tell you how grateful I am to him for taking the time. I know that he means well and can lead her in the right direction.

Where am I now? I am still very grateful for the time that I get to spend chatting w/ her. I am still very excited, now more than ever, for what we have grown. For now, I have next to zero doubt that we can, and will, make this work. She, I'm telling you, is 'The One'. Although she has some tough decisions ahead of her, I truly do believe that I have her heart. I'm almost quite sure of it. The reason that I know this is b/c even through the shit she went through, she still takes the time and effort to contact me. Even though the shit was heavy, we still talked for a couple of hours or more today.

As cheesy as this sounds, I even think we picked 'our song'... The song is absolutely beautiful and is very true to where we are and where we've come from.

I can even almost venture to say that I can tell this is no longer just a dream. The reason why I can say this is b/c plans are actually being made. We will meet and we will see if there truly is RL chemistry.

Today, she sent me some more face shots of her. I cannot express how absolutely beautiful she is. She is drop dead gorgeous and I feel like the luckiest man alive. I just now don't know what she sees in me... lol.

~ AAS (What an amazing thing...)

bardicman 50M

7/30/2006 7:20 pm

Do you have any naked pics of her?

Would you like me to email you some?


Yes I am kidding.

I am not dead yet

aascrompn replies on 7/30/2006 7:38 pm:
I do! Would you like to see them??

Hahahahaha - Just kidding! Of course you would!

TabithaElectra 37F

7/31/2006 12:33 am

    Quoting bardicman:
    Do you have any naked pics of her?

    Would you like me to email you some?


    Yes I am kidding.
Ummmmm....you said you wouldn't tell about those!!!

aascrompn replies on 7/31/2006 5:57 am:
Any YOU said you were going to stop giving everyone those pics!!!

Seriously_Real 48M

7/31/2006 7:35 am

Dude...happy for you and her. There will be more times like you just had, you know, but you can come through that and overcome it. Hang in there.

But, then again, telling you to hang in there is unnecessary. You're a stubborn motherfucker, and I hope she knows that you're not going to be giving up....


aascrompn replies on 7/31/2006 12:45 pm:
Thanks, Real! I know there will be many more times. This is certainly a rollercoaster ride... it's almost like your journey through the abyss, but rather, I have nothing to lose. You had everything... so, I guess it not like that afterall.

LMAO - I am quite a stubborn fucker! I think she appreciates my persistance.

MWWwantmore 51F

7/31/2006 11:10 am

Good luck to both of you!

I'll have a cafe, mocha, vodka, valium latte to go please!

Good girls go to heaven.....bad girls go down!!

aascrompn replies on 7/31/2006 12:45 pm:
I do appreciate it!

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
7/31/2006 7:07 pm

It is that great ass of yours!

BTW, do you not love me anymore? you never come by my blog

Purry {=}


YummyPlumpGirl 36F

7/31/2006 10:04 pm

oh he is so sweet...nice buns too though btw. lol

funintheday2006 56M
9659 posts
8/1/2006 5:00 am

I can't imagine what she sees in you either
What the hell, you must have it, enjoy, be grateful for it, whatever it is.
Fucking well hidden though, she must have been looking hard

Keep the strength mate

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