aascrompn 42M
6957 posts
8/13/2006 3:46 am

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You know what I hate?? I fucking hate the fact that life is this fucking hard at times. I hate the fact that life is a series of tiny decisions of which you are guided from that point forward.

There are too many decisions of late that I'm speaking of. There are decisions about my house that must be made. There are decisions about my friendships that must be made. There are decisions about a whole fuck load of things that must be made, and it can't be done later. It all must be made now.

I'm not one to usually freak out about decisions. Actually, one of the best things the military teaches is how to make your best decision and go for it. Just make one and everything will pan out in the end.

I have best friend decisions that need to be made today. She has made contact with me again and has invited me to a get together at her house this afternoon. I had house decisions that were made. I have decisions from others of which will directly affect me.

I hate that life is this way. As most decisions are little, these are huge. I hate not having full control of situations. sigh


EroticaXTC 49F

8/13/2006 4:58 am

It's when decisions are taken completely away from you that it sucks the worst...pick one and start from there. The rest will come...though they may all need to be made in the "now", they all don't need to be made in one instant...don't think about the others until you've tackled one...
I know how you feel

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
8/13/2006 6:00 am

When I came by here the other day, you were upset that you didnt have these decisions and now they are right in your face.

Buckle down, go to the friend's house, and decide what you need to about the house.

I hope to come by one day and you are happy sweetie!!!

Purry {=}


elbman 41M  
2566 posts
8/13/2006 8:02 am

It's still better than not having a choice to make.......

jadedbabe78 105F

8/13/2006 8:52 am

Baby steps. Think about one, tackle it, and then think about the next one.

If you think about them, all within the same jumble mass of your brain, of course it will feel overwhelming.

And even if these are decsisions that have to be made now, you can still break them down into baby steps.

hereIam51757 55F
8001 posts
8/13/2006 9:07 am

I know from whenst you speak.
Some decisions are very difficult to make.
Some decisions, actually most, effect the rest of your life.
It's that darn chain affect.

Don't procrastinate. That seems to only make it harder.

Best wishes and be happy,

pretty_blue_eyes 38F
2091 posts
8/13/2006 10:06 am

This is my first visit to your blog, so I hope you don't mind my commenting on your post.

Its easy to get bogged down when you have alot of decisions to make right away. Take your time, breathe, even though the decisions have to be made "now" you still need to think things through and trust in yourself that you will make the right one.

*hugs* I hope everything calms down for you soon and good luck with all!

PurplePeach72 44F  
9199 posts
8/13/2006 10:24 am

Just take them one at the time. Don't even think about any of the others while you are dealing with the one. Go to her house. Think about everything about that decision on the drive. Sit down work through it. When you are done, think about the next one on the list as you drive home to where it may be you need to go to make that one. I have learned the hard way, nothing in live is fucking fair. And no good deed goes unpunished. Having read some of your other post, my heart truly hurts for you. I can honestly say I know your pain. I have ignored some of "those" decisions for a while now. Hoping that some of them will change, not have to be made, or get easier. I think I need to take more med.s because that plan is not working. Hang in there, and most of all make your decisions based on what you want, need and feel, because if you make them for any other reason, you will be disappointed. Its your life, take control and live it.


ArtisticTwist75 41F
2505 posts
8/13/2006 4:01 pm

Boy I hear you and understand. It seems to me though, that full control is an illusion and pretty much unattainable. That's where faith in something comes in. Keep on, keeping on AAS... you will make it to the other side of the valley.


Seriously_Real 48M

8/13/2006 4:57 pm

The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step....


tracy_de_lacy 105F
9268 posts
8/14/2006 1:56 am

Talking to your best friend could help you with the other decisions. I know I am late with this one but, a true best friend will understand you have other priorities in your life too.

I hope it all went well

Bye everyone, it was a blast

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