Feelings have changed  

aascrompn 42M
6957 posts
4/25/2006 10:08 am

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Feelings have changed

Feelings Have Changed

My feelings for you
I can’t understand
I am now blue
For I’m not your man

I want to see you
Your long black hair
Your lovely skin
It is so fair

Those ocean like eyes
Oh how they shine
Your golden firm thighs
I wish they were mine

To rub
To lick
To bite
To carress

I want to converse
To get to know you
My words are now terse
Please let me show you

I’m kind
I’m gentle
I’m sweet
I’m blind…

Blinded by your grace
You light me on fire
Such an innocent face
Of which I would not tire

I am not Your One
Of this I now know
It could’ve been fun
Don’t want you to go

You play so easy
And are a delight
My stomach is queasy
To keep up this fight

Can we meet ever
Or is this all it is
Please don’t say never
That it is what it is

How else can I beg
To get to hold you
Should I throw a neg
You wanted it too

Was that in the past
When it was just talk
And now it’s too real
And you will now balk?

You are too sweet
For me to pursue
I just wanted a greet
Between me and you

I want you
I need you
To hold you
To please you

Please feed my heart
What it needs to hear
This time please mean it
I do have my fears

You can’t
You won’t
You shant
I’ll go…


ArtisticTwist75 41F
2505 posts
4/25/2006 10:28 am

SUPER BIG HUGS to aas.

Artistic


catseyes23 61F

4/25/2006 10:44 am

Very nice, Ascrom. Very nice indeed.

Cats...


rm_1hotwahine 62F
21091 posts
4/25/2006 12:26 pm

You actually want milky white thighs? Then I'd suggest surf jams instead of swim trunks.

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]


LIBlonde97 40F
1028 posts
4/25/2006 4:01 pm

    Quoting PassionsWine:
    There ar alot of us here that have/or are going through the same thing you are, so you are not alone perhaps it is time to stop thinking you are alone.Pick yourself up dust yourself off and move forward. No future in always looking behind you or sideways.I know it is easier said than done believe me but you are not doing yourself any good or anyone else that may have any interest in you.

    Not meaning to be a bitch , just reaching out with a hand that knows how it feels.
Passionswine is right, so...

OK, it's obviously

UNSOLICITED KICK IN THE ASS TIME

I'm sorry I have to do this. But I promise I'll be gentle! Kind of.

ENOUGH.

Did you hear me?

E.

Nough.

You are GREAT. Some women are STUPID. They don't appreciate cool people. But fuck *them*! Be your cool self and be happy.

Because you atract what you are!

Good things happen when you stop waiting and start living.

Do you really want someone whom you had to beg to get them to be with you?

NO.

FUCK THAT!

YOU DO NOT.

*Whatever* with that bitch and her milky thighs!!!!!

You are AWESOME; so go be awesome and stop being a sad puppy.

Concentrate on your friends and your blog and invest in yourself. It's the only thing guaranteed to pay off on here.

Now go on with your bad self already and stop with this pussy ass bullshit! You are the man!

*KICK*



A

(P.S. No true offense to the milky thigh bitch, but during a completely random pep talk, anyone's fair target.)


frangipanigal 44F
10406 posts
4/25/2006 4:45 pm

Your best bit of poetry by far...practice does make perfect.

One thing, you should never have to beg...walk away with dignity and your head held high.Not everything can work out as we want it to.

Frangi xx (and a BIG hug)


Darkpassion 57F

4/25/2006 5:33 pm

Just think, she's left you free to find someone that deserves you.
Value yourself and others will value you too.


Lioness_girl 45F
3494 posts
4/25/2006 6:07 pm

I don't [post 264388]it's just not going to happen that way.

I decided that it is not worth it trying to get what I want begging for it. I have learned that I need to be patient and let it come to me. When I am not looking it will be there.

True, I want someone that I have seen and have flirted with not only on my blog, but on his. However, it seems that he is only going to go as far as flirt with me on my blog and his. So, if that is the case, I just have to move on.

That is a great poem by the way. I surely could feel what you were writing.

Lioness_girl

Come have fun! Visit my blog at Lioness_girl


Cowboy_Deluxe 38M

4/25/2006 9:08 pm

Nice post man. Just hit that stuff head on..no other way to do it.


MyRealLoverOne 46M

4/25/2006 10:23 pm

My feelings for you have not changed mikeee! Don't give up on me baby!!!


tillerbabe 55F

4/25/2006 11:25 pm

    Quoting MyRealLoverOne:
    My feelings for you have not changed mikeee! Don't give up on me baby!!!
Baby....should we give him a binky? 'Cuz I need you more than he does!


jadedbabe78 105F

4/25/2006 11:49 pm

It's easy to say fuck them when it isn't personal.

I know it feels personal. I know it feels like a blow against you. And I know how hard it can be to pick yourself up, dust yourself up, and move on.

Easier said than done.

It may feel crushing right now and it feels like a defeat. But please, please know that you are a terrific guy. And with time and healing, I hope you realize that. Stop thinking 'woe is me' and start thinking 'I am THAT guy'. How you perceive yourself is how others will percive you as well. Once you start to believe, that is what hooks people to you.

Hugs to you and I always have an ear if you need to vent.

~Jadey


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