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LOSING INTEREST FAST.............
LOSING INTEREST FAST.............
It's been getting harder and harder to come up with something to say(post). Well, I guess it's really more about my motivation. Not really sure I care if I do or not. That can't be a good thing.
I think I got too excited about all this in the beginning. Very stimulating. I'd been bored and "Deprived" any mental stimulation for many years. Thought Wow, this is great!! The magazine was So Refreshing!! For a while.... People were so honest and open!! Until they weren't.... Friendships were as strong and real as in the Real World. Until they weren't......
I was having a blast "without" Looking to Meet anyone for sex or dating!! Until it stopped being Fun.......
Now don't get me wrong. There are parts of this site that are still fun, interesting. I've met some "special" people. The fun parts don't have anything to do with sex or dating. Neither do the "special" people.!!!! EXCEPT ONE... (that's another topic)
Problem is that I have to Make time to participate on this site. For every extra minute spent here I have to take a minute from somewhere else. My impression so far......Most people on this site ARE Online A Lot More than I am. More than I ever will be. More than I ever want to be.
UNLESS, it can be as much fun as it was at the beginning. hmmmm Don't know if that will happen?
Especially since I've found better ways to spend my time! With a Very special person. Someone I met Here,........While I Wasn't Even Looking!!
Funny how things happen. I'd like to think there are still some good reasons to remain. Some good people to stay in touch with.
Well....vacation starts in about an hour! I'm going to have a lot of extra time to find out!
12/4/2005 7:41 pm
Good Will Honey|
burn out happens... the tide ebbs and flows... seasons change...
when you have to force yourself it is not a lot of fun... the holidays are a funky time of year for many as well...and you are in transition..
i look forward to when i won't have this much time to hang out... and i have formed some happy attachements to some awesome folks...in the spring, after i have recovered from surgery i want to be doing things again...gardening!! walking!! at this time sitting is about all i can do...
take a breather babe! when you got something to say, blog on! i will keep you on my "watched" list.. i have seen nothing in the TOU that say you have to be witty or wise EVERYDAY!!! that's HP's job..
pour yourself a favorite beverage and sit back relaxing with your sweet surprise.. i sure wasn't looking for anything other than a new mr right now when R walked into my heart..
do what you gotta do...
Virtue Alone Ennobles
12/5/2005 6:43 am
I used to think I needed a life but then one day I looked here.. I have a life. Its not a bad life at all. I have friends from across the globe and it is good. 2 full time jobs is bad..|
Too many blogs... so little time....
I will add you to my bloated watched list just in cast you can't say no....
I am not dead yet
12/5/2005 7:51 pm
I've been in situations where the begining is new and fresh and exciting. After a while that newness wears off and you start noticing certain elements that aren't as attractive. Either because you overlooked them earlier or they just weren't yet apparent. Interest starts to fade in some areas while remaining strong in others.|
Just as in life, things here will change. Feelings and opinions change or evolve. It's not necessarily a bad thing, as long as you are enjoying SOME part of it.
Time. Something most people don't have much of these days. Well, it's really about priorities. I have mine. I like coming here and checking my blog and others that I watch. But if, say, I have the chance to talk on the phone with someone special I'd most certainly give up coming here. Family, friends, work. All of those come before this site. If I have time left to spend here, I will.
People always say you'll find it when you aren't looking for it. I never thought I was looking for anyone. Thought I was perfectly happy being completely and totally single. I think that was just me trying to be happy with what I have rather than wasting time wishing for something I didn't. The thought of finding someone I want while I wasn't looking....well I always thought it was bullshit. See there. Sometimes I AM wrong