Mistress, oh Mistress... Is that what I am?  

WhyteRavenne 41F
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8/14/2005 8:27 am

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Mistress, oh Mistress... Is that what I am?

Well, here goes an interesting mess of thoughts, that I desperately need to sort out... so, naturally, I will share them with the world!!! I'm nice that way.

There are a lot of wonderful people... a lot of wonderful couples and a lot of well, marriages. I'm not to say that they are not wonderful, fulfilling, emotionally and spiritually satisfying, sexually loving and all that... 'cause mine really is, I'm just wondering about the love of mistresses.

The whole problem I have, and it can easily be put into one, is that society says you are not allowed to love a mistress. I think that is terrible. There is an infinite source of love just waiting to be had, if we could openly love our, er, lovers. There comes a time when open flirting and saying whatever becomes intimate contact and careful wording, usually eliminating the "L" word.

I'm not saying I'm IN LOVE with anyone, well, I am... my husband, my bestfriend... those two are my closest lovers in the world (and to think, my BF, I've never physically met). I just wish I could have the potential of really loving my procured gigolos (I looked it up... that's what they are called!). I guess I just love, love. So, can the "L" word gain access again to my non-marital sex? Can true friendship be possible?

rm_CalgaryComic 39M

8/15/2005 2:46 am

Sounds like your shopping for "lovers" instead of "playtoys" and you crave more physical contact. You want flesh and sweat to go with your dreams but are not sure how that mixes with Love.

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