Fated Demon Lover, Where are You?  

WhyteRavenne 41F
106 posts
2/11/2006 12:14 am

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3/27/2006 7:24 am

Fated Demon Lover, Where are You?

Now, I went to bed in a foul mood. I couldn’t seem to shake my depression. I just now realized, that I am very well loved. No matter how much I wish I could feel the arms of someone on me, now, I will never be alone. I have a varied family, lots of loving friends, and if nothing else, I have myself.

Now, this isn’t to say that my lust for, well, LUST and love is diminished in anyway. However, I realize that that person is out there. Probably going to bed alone, like I am. Probably wishing there was someone there, to listen to breath, like I do. Probably wishing to taste my lips, feel my skin and enjoy my emotions, thoughts and dreams. I know that I’m very rare, but, that doesn’t mean I’m the only one out there!

So, here’s my wish to you, Lover. Find me… I search for you. Love me, as I truly love you. There is nothing in this world that I will not do, for your heart, your love, your mind. I will treasure myself, so that, when I do find you, I will be able to offer more than just a shadow of who I could have been. Know this: I expect nothing more from you, then I expect from myself. My Incubus, I treasure my dreams of you, knowing my reality will be much sweeter than fantasy. So, join me. Let our searches end.

I will go to bed, now, with a smile. I know, you are out there… searching for a heart that echoes your dreams like mine. I know you wonder who the Succubus is that takes shape in your night’s eye. I am here. I am searching… Find me.


JustExploring96 47M

2/11/2006 9:30 pm

Nice post. I am glad your hope is alive and that you went to bed with a smile. I hope you woke with a smile and that your day has been enjoyable.

Especially with the weather we have been so blessed with.

rm_fun5748 48M
2 posts
2/17/2006 11:13 pm

hi there my name joe i have black hair brn eye verry open minded looking for fun if you like to know more about me please from 9 clock morning tell 4;30 evening
thank you from joe
iam waitting for your call tomorrow arround 10;30 morning

itswhatIdo33 44M

2/20/2006 9:00 pm

Just wow... I can't stop re-reading this.

The most unfortunate thing about a harp is that you must pluck and strike such a beautiful instrument to hear it's chords. The heart is much the same...

I love your words.

rm_greatguy2220 57M
3 posts
3/20/2006 7:09 pm

love to hear more from you in person , get back to me at greatguy222 at the hotplace. hope to hear soon

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