About me...  

Vampyre_Lothos 33M
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5/6/2006 1:47 pm

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3/5/2007 5:08 pm

About me...



I am quite a shy person and I do get depressive at times but is much less frequent lately. I am a 22 year old submissive virgin and has no experience in anything, I havn't even kissed. That makes me nothing...

Before I joined on ALT, Passion and AdultFriendFinder, I used to go on dating sites and dated several people in total, but the results were very drastic. Every single one of them had hurt me so deep as they were messing about and they didn't care that I was suffering from severe heartache in the aftermath of their horrible and evil deeds...

I was convinced that no love exists in the whole world at this point, so I had no value for myself and I attempted suicide five times in my life and have cut myself with a kitchen knife many times to ease my depression and psychosis with physical pain...

ALT was the first site I have joined and I started of as a pity seeker and maybe a troll also...

I have three objectives...

I am looking to have sex for the first time, looking to be dominated (Achieved) and most importantly more than anything, I am looking for love and I think I have found it...

At this time, I am owned by a mistress and I couldn't be more happy from this fact. I'll never want to let go of it ever...

AdultFriendFinder and Passion are my true homes now and I don't ever want to leave as I have so many friends on them...


If I ever complete all objectives, then my depression will be defeated...


To find myself again, the walls are closing in

~Crawling / Linkin Park


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