What was I thinking?  

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4/15/2006 5:14 am
What was I thinking?

I joined AdultFriendFinder to fulfill my sexual fantasies. I'm quickly learning that I might not be that bold to venture down that path. 2am in the morning on a horny night, I chat differently, more aggressively to pursue the hookup or relive my desire for sex. At this point, I'm confident that I'm not likely to get a call to duty, so performance anxiety doesn't manifest. I'm finding the comfort of chatting is what I desire now. Hey, I'm still on the prowl, but it's not my primary focus. AdultFriendFinder has oddly enough changed me. I have always been a shy person; there are situations where my confidence level doesn't show that so people may be unaware of my true nature. Here it is easier to get out of the shell and it is helping me in the "Real World" as I interact more easily with the desired sex. That would be female for those not taking notes. My confidence is stronger and I'm inspired to exercise more so that I can change "a little extra padding" to "Average." What is funny is the most offers for sex I get is from Men. That was something; I didn't expect or sign up for. I guess it is flattering to be wanted by both sexes, but I think I'll wait until I'm in my 80's before I decide to change my sexual preference.

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