Lost, Love  

TurnLock 59M
454 posts
6/11/2006 8:36 am

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7/1/2006 4:23 am

Lost, Love

I’ve been so long without sex, I losing remembrances of what it was like. The talking and touching, joking and happiness are the images that I try to remember. The physical act was great but it was nothing more than a secondary expression of the talking and touching that brought me to that point. Feeling something deep inside for the person you where pleasuring is such a high that no drug can replicate. Knowing that this person underneath or above you would do anything for you. Wouldn’t hesitate to make you happy, brings about strong emotions. The sexual act sometimes biochemically and physically fulfilling doesn’t feed the soul.

Is it the sex I miss or the love that made me desire sex. I would rather have the love over the sex. Love has more impact, it last well after my body has ended its physical climax. It last’s while I’m on the bus going to work. It last whiles I at work contemplating how to resolve this issue and not affect company’s revenue. Sex is fleeting and can be given and taken with ease. Love is not easy to dispend with, the lost of love can create chaos that last for years. Why am I talking about this? I left myself a moment to think and the pain rushed in. It’s not the sex I miss; it’s the loving relationship that took me to there.

rm_atta_girl 45F
219 posts
6/11/2006 1:05 pm

i am not sure i know love, then. hmm, food for thought.

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