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Horny all the time
Horny all the time
Women have “Hot flashes” I’m experiencing “Hard on’s.” I was on the bus this morning remembering this profile I reading recently and I got a hard on and it felt good to be alive. Last month I was scared because I was unable to have/maintain a hard on. For the first time I experience Erectile Dysfunction (ED) and I saw this as another sign of age. I was looking into Viagra and other ED related meds. These pills were $10 ea. Debating the cost and my infrequency of sex, one might be a lifetime supply. My ED appears to be a result of the diabetes and the current meds are correcting that problem.
The thing that I did like about Viagra was the speed in which it works and the fact that it prolongs the hard on. I’m all for prolonging the hard on. When I do get the opportunity for sex, I want to get my hard on naturally, finish and then follow with a Viagra chaser. Providing I can convince the woman to continue. My increasingly horny state hasn’t gone unnoticed, my Wife has offered to relieve the tension and she never offers, they don’t like me when I’m grumpy. I don’t want to thread down that road again, so I declined.
My horniess might also be the result of me not taking my Coreg medication. I ran out and I’m waiting for a new shipment to arrive. The Doctor did mention that my meds could affect my sex drive, but to continue taking them no matter what. If this is the result of not taking my meds, oh the temptation to not take it is there, but I’m not dying for sex.
As I seek to wrestle control from the goal obsessive one eye monster, I remember I went six months without sex. I sure was pissed but my self esteem was intact. I don’t want to become a skirt chasing, sex addict, not knowing where I am at 4:20 am in the morning.
On the upside, I’m doing a lot of walking. At least every 1:30 minutes I get up and walk from one end of the building to the other end. Finishing up with a 5 story walkup. It doesn’t get painful until after the third floor.