its downhill from here  

Ts_Goddess 30T
12 posts
3/25/2006 1:33 pm

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4/4/2006 4:51 pm

its downhill from here

im wondering when will i ever get a break? when will i ever be happy ? find someone for me? i had the worst week ever went to the city for the first time and my wallet and brand new luis bags were stolen the cab driver almost me , Im so tired of settling i often wonder when will i find someone for me ...really? it seems as if i never will i just want to be happy i guess im still in love with my ex,,,he was so special to me he was killed in iraq 3 years ago and now i feel so incomplete he accpete me compltely and he loved me soooo much and now i long for that love i need that warm embrace we never got to have sex he respected me so much we were engaged and we were going to get married as soon as he returned..i miss him so much ...i just want to be happy again i want to feel complete ..i miss u papa so much ...beso

rm_soon2Bmoving 34M

3/26/2006 11:09 am

I'm very sorry to hear about that, we all have our tragic stories so maybe I can't say I know exactly wat your feeling, but the least I can say is that I also know how it feels to lose someone truly loved...You have my sympathy in that respect. As for the city, did you go alone? I'm ashamed that something like that would happen to someone who seems as sweet as you! Keep your head up'll find that love your looking for. I'm not just saying that either. I truly mean that...and you deserve every word of this; your too sweet to be sad, too loveable to be lonely, and too beautiful for anyone to pass up. Right now there's somebody thinking of you, and longing for your embrace as you long for theirs!

take care and don't let me catch you being sad again

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