True Confession  

TryingStuffOut 41M/43F
17 posts
4/24/2006 1:43 pm

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5/12/2006 9:46 pm

True Confession

Hi, all. I realize it has been a very long time since I have posted anything here. I have a feeling I will only have one reader, but that is ok, because I intended this for her...

I met a wonderful woman on this site. She is intelligent, funny, charismatic, engaging, sophisticated, and charming (in her own way).

We have gotten to know one another very well, to the point that no one knows me better than she does.

And I blew it. Thanks to a mix of Nyquil and wine (because I can be very stupid), I lashed out at her and took out my frustrations/issues/annoyances of things that were not related to her at all.

What bothers me more than anything out of this entire episode is that I may have lost her trust. I was supposed to be the safe spot, and I became the angry voice.

I could not be more sorry for the way I acted, and I know I don't deserve her forgiveness. I just want her to know -- and everyone else who reads this -- that she is the most important person in my life and I will do anything I can to make it up to her and to demonstrate that the person she heard on Saturday is not the real me. I know she knows that in her heart, but I have a lot of work to do to remind her of that.

sexyariesgirl 57F

4/24/2006 4:42 pm

Good luck sweetie....we all fuck up at times....I seem to be doing more than my share of that myself these days. What a wonderful apology! I hope she reads it.

Power To FOK

INeeditNowPlease 43M/44F

4/25/2006 7:20 am

We have not spoken in forever, but I just thought I'd add my two cents here. You don't know what you've got til its gone, can work both ways in this situation. Give her some time to cool off, she'll read this, see the situation for what it was and hopefully give you another chance. Soulmates are hard to find, and if thats what you've found and she believes the same, you will come full circle. Good luck!

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