NOT ONE SHRED OF EVIDENCE SUPPORTS THE NOTION THAT LIFE IS SERIOUS  

TravelinsAuntPat 50F
237 posts
11/27/2005 1:26 am

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NOT ONE SHRED OF EVIDENCE SUPPORTS THE NOTION THAT LIFE IS SERIOUS



WELL TODAYS TOPIC IS ONE OF PONDERING AND INSIGHTFULNESS ON THE PART OF BLOGLAND BLOGGERS. I HAVE BEEN CONTACTED BY A VERY NICE PERSON NAMED ERNIE ON HERE WHO TELLS ME THAT I MAKE HIM LAUGH AND HE GOES ON TO SAY THIS

" Well there is truth sometimes in words spoken or are you just pulling my leg (wish you were...really). So why did you come to a website where people are looking for sex for one reason or another to blog? Ernie"

QUIET SIMPLY MY ANSWER WOULD BE ONE THAT IS DEAR TO ME ACTULLY. I CAME TO BLOGLAND TO HOOK BACK UP WITH SOMEONE WHO I LOVE DEARLY. I HAVE BEEN ON ADULTFINDER FOR WHILE READING HIS BLOGS AND THIS PAST THANKSGIVING HOLIDAY BROUGHT TO LIGHT SOME DEEP LONGING TO HEAR THAT LAUGH OF HIS. SENSE WE BOTH SPENT THANKSGIVING ALONE I THOUGHT I WOULD REACH OUT THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW. I MUCH PREFER THE OLD FASHION WAY THAT WE SPENT OUR HOLIDAYS WHEN WE WERE GROWING UP. WE WOULD DRESS UP IN MY PARENTS OLD AND I MEAN MOSES OLD CLOTHES AND WE WOULD GO OUT IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE BIG HUGE CLAN OF A FAMILY THAT WE HAVE AND DO SOME SORT OF SKIT.

"OH THOSE WERE THE DAYS BEFORE LIFE BECAME SO COMPLICATED"


ALONG WITH REACHING OUT TO SOMEONE I LOVE I HOPE TO FIND MY OWN SENSE OF BELONGING IN A WORLD WHERE NOTHING MAKES SENSE YET EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE.

THERE IS A ENDLESS WINDING FEAR INSIDE OF ME THAT DAYLIGHT SEEMS TO HELP BUT AS THE SUN STARTS TO GO DOWN I FEEL IT SURGING UP AS IF TO SWALLOW ME WHOLE. I HAVE DONE THIS SINCE I WAS A CHILD IF YOU KNEW MY STORY THEN IT WOULD MAKE SENSE. ALL THINGS DARK N EVIL LIE IN THE SHADOWS OF THE NIGHT. JUST AROUND THE CORNER AT EVERY TURN. FROM MY READINGS ON HERE I AM COMING TO LEARN THAT THIS DEEP INNER LONELINESS IS SOMETHING MOST EVERYONE HAS. WE ALL FIND WAYS TO FEED THE MONSTER. MINE IS CYNICAL AND CRAZY HUMOR. I HAVE FEED THE HURT AND THE LONELINESS WITH MANY THINGS THROUGH THE YEARS BUT I KEEP COMING BACK TO THE ONE THING THAT FEELS RIGHT - HUMOR BECAUSE WITHOUT IT I WOULD JUST GO CRAZY. MY BELOVED FAMILY MEMBER SUFFERS FROM THE SAME SHADOWY FIGURES AND S.A.P. IS REACHING OUT TO TELL HIM

" I LOVE YOU MONKEY BUTT "


AS FOR THE HUMOR I CREATE AROUND ME DAY AND NIGHT IT IS THE RESULT FROM FIGHTING BACK TEARS AND HATE. SOMETIMES I DON'T KNOW WHEN TO STOP. FINDING THAT EVEN AT FUNERALS MY HUMOR KNOWS NO LIMITS. EVER THE WHILE TRYING TO NOT TAKE ANY CURVE BALL LIFE THROWS ME TO SERIOUS.

A MAJOR STEP FOR ME WAS REALIZING I HAVE NO AND I MEAN NO CONTROL OVER WHAT SOMEONE ELSE DOES JUST HOW I REACT. BUT THANK GOD FOR XANAX AND AMBIEN CAUSE WITHOUT THEM I WOULD BE IN A STRAIGHT JACKET . THANKS TO THE NUT DR. I SEE EVERY MONTH WHO HELPED ME TO REALIZE THIS.


LIVE, LOVE AND LAUGH CAUSE ANYTHING ELSE JUST CAUSES WRINKLES.

Come check out travelingintexas my blog!


PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
11/27/2005 7:00 am

Auntie, please tell him lots of us love him. Oh, and give him a big hug from me, won't you?

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


xolookin4loveox 42F
3 posts
11/27/2005 11:04 am

Alrighty, Auntie Pat...or Giddy Granny...lol. The pic is GREAT, btw.

Just wanted to drop you a line to let you know I'm reading you, too. You are way tooooo funny! Give me a call. I want to come up and see you, Memaw and the new little 'un as soon as possible. Maybe next weekend??? Let me know.

The kids asked me yesterday if we could come and see you soon. I don't want to bombard you with unnecessary folks, what with all that you've got going on, but we would like to come soon. Let me hear from ya.


barbiebunny 36F
5597 posts
11/27/2005 12:12 pm

Auntie...
Try ambien sex..ull love it

Its good to be...ME


TravelinsAuntPat 50F

11/27/2005 6:27 pm

OH I HAVE DONE MANY TIMES. YOU KNOW THE OLD SAYING BEEN THERE, DONE THAT AND I DUST MY COFFEE TABLE WITH THE TEE-SHIRT.....


rm_goddess1946 106F
13518 posts
11/27/2005 8:14 pm

Welcome to Blogland Aunt Pat. As long as my mother doesn't show up, I'm planning to be at the 4th of July Texas Picnic ! Didn't I hear that you were throwing the party???

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...
{=}


TravelinsAuntPat 50F

11/28/2005 8:32 am

WHY HECK YEAH I WILL THROW ONE COME ON DOWN. AND THANK YOU FOR THE BLOGLAND WELCOME.


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