Woo hoo!  

ThisHandleRox 39M
4 posts
7/7/2005 11:36 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Woo hoo!

I've got a nice pace tonight. Eleven beers and counting, and I feel like I could go all night. Unfortunately, I have work, so I'll be walking around like a zombie tomorrow. That's cool though, since I'll just burn off the alchy running on the elliptical runner at work.

This post has 100% absolutely no purpose other than to give me something to do at 2:30am while I still want to drink and not sleep. I'm so bored and would just die to have someone to talk to right now. I think this empty house is just getting to me at this point. My friends are all married and settled, so I've been dealt a new hand that I'm still struggling to play.

I feel like I've reasoned and balanced everything, so there's nothing left to feel. It's a messed up place to be, because there isn't any happiness or sadness. I just am. I've tried the other way years ago and it just seemed more painful. I'm just trying to embrace life for what it is.

F it...I hate blogs. Maybe it's time to journal.

rm_markmark__69 41M

7/8/2005 12:28 am

go for it. good peace i feel the peace, thanks.

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