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♥all My Dirty Little Secrets♥
 
Welcome to my corner of AdultFriendFinder! I'm basically just here to blog, not really looking for anyone, since I'm pretty happy with what I've got. And yes, this does look all different because I've decided to go in Another new direction.


The Current Songs defining my life right now are I didn't steal your fucking ex boyfriend and If We Were a Movie; and always Dirty Little Secret.



♥Thanks have to go out to GoddessOfTheDawn and sexyfit_helper for showing me how to make my blog pretty! ♥


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Spike
Posted:Feb 18, 2007 11:48 pm
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2007 4:53 pm
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While I was in the bathroom getting ready for bed, Spike settled on my bed.
And now I just turned to look, and little Jade is curled up a few inches from him (that's about as close as he'll let them get).
But because of where my body pillow is located, there's no real room for me to slide in without disturbing them. So unfortunately now I'm going to have to kick them off.
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wtf?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!
Posted:Feb 18, 2007 10:43 pm
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2007 4:52 pm
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Last night I accepted some hot girl's invite on My fucked up Space and went to her profile but couldn't view it, and now all day I've been getting all these fucking security-type popups I can't get to go away and my computer is slow as fucking molasses. I am so fucking bullshit right now at that fucking place. It literally took me 10 fucking minutes to get here to post, which is part of the reason every other word is 'fucking'.
I updated and ran my Norton's and restarted my comp to try to get rid of that bullshit, but it hasn't fucking worked yet.

Let's see if there's a limit to how many smilies you can put in a post shall we? If I have to fucking click to close one more fucking popup...
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Does anyone even read titles??
Posted:Feb 18, 2007 12:26 am
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2007 10:09 am
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I usually don't... sorry to those of you who spend time thinking of clever things to write, but I'm trying to get better.

Sorry, that was random....

Tonight was really busy. I must be getting over the mono a bit, cuz I think we were busier than last Sat, but I held up a whole lot better- didn't get all exhausted or feel ready to die like last weekend.

We had this bad review come out today, though, which C was really bumming about. I didn't get to see it til I got out of work tonight, and it was awful depressing. It was the one day when both C and I were running all over doing an off-site function, so Javier opened the kitchen by himself, and ended up putting out the mystery diner's entire meals solo. Two dinner items were too salty, and something else was raw that shouldn't have been. So we got 3 out of 5 stars.
And basically it's all Javier's fault. C's been wanting to get rid of him for a while because he hasn't been working out too well (we've gotten quite a few complaints about Javier making things too salty but C trying to explain that to him is pretty pointless, not only because of his language comprehenion, but he's got a Kyle-complex and thinks he knows everything, and doesn't take constructive criticism well.
They absolutely adored the restaurant itself, and said the waitress was great. We would've gotten at least 4 stars, maybe even 5, if C had been cooking.
C and I talked about it a little in the lull between cooking and cleanup where we usually get in a few minutes to chat, but I hadn't seen the review yet, so I mostly just listened. He told me to call him after I saw it to hear my thoughts on it. So I called him after going through it twice, and we talked for a few minutes about it. He's just heartbroken cuz he's put his heart and soul into this place, and it sucks.
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cross-eyed
Posted:Feb 16, 2007 10:49 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2007 12:05 am
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I just pounded through hiding the necessary other 20 pages of blogs, and my mind is kinda numb lol

I hung out with the girls at the bar for an hour after work, it was fun.
Went to Denny's on the way home cuz I wanted mozerella sticks. They were super yummy!!
I can't remember the last time I didn't watch any tv before bed... but I am off to shower and then sleep. Night!
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Another new direction
Posted:Feb 16, 2007 11:13 am
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2007 10:04 am
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After talking to C last night, I've decided to hide all of my C-related posts, just in case a wrong someone ever comes across my blog- I can't risk fucking things up with C.
There are 30 pages I have to go through- I got through ten- so I'll do the other 2/3rds probably after work tonight.
This blog was mostly for me anyways, since writing has always been my main emotion-releasing outlet; and it's more secure than the traditional hand-written diaries of old; although I must admit I think over the past year, I have become something of a comment , and enjoyed immensely logging in each time to see what new comments were left for me. I even kept track of how many posts I've written, and how many comments I had- right now it is 298/681 (blogs/comments).

Make no mistake, I'll still be around, just not posting all my dirty little secrets for all the world to see. Anything else is fair game, though.

Many thanks to everyone who's been so supportive and/or honest in their blog comments, I hope you stick around for this new phase of my blogging.
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Should I be responsible or not??
Posted:Feb 14, 2007 10:55 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2007 10:12 pm
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My dad gave me $20 for Valentine's Day, but I'm torn about what to do with it (that's why I hate getting money as presents). Should I use it to buy myself something nice and most likely unnecessary ; or use it more responsibly, like put it towards a bill??
Buy yourself something nice!!
Put it towards a bill, since every little bit brings you that much closer to independence.
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It's snowing....
Posted:Feb 13, 2007 11:15 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2007 10:14 pm
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Who'da thought our first real snowstorm of the season would be on V Day???
I hope it doesn't wreck everyone's special plans! Our restaurant was booked up by mid last week, so hopefully the snow will stop by mid morning so we can all get there all right!
Stayed up too late watching I Am Sam on tv, cuz it's a great movie, even though I have it on DVD!! Stupid me... I was planning on getting to bed early tonight, since I didn't work, to be well rested for tomorrow.
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oops
Posted:Feb 11, 2007 12:17 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2007 11:11 pm
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I forgot to start laundry last night, so I don't have any clean work clothes.
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Much better
Posted:Feb 11, 2007 12:16 pm
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2007 7:04 pm
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I skipped the shower, just climbed into bed.
Got 12 hours of rest, and feeling human again.
I'm surprised I was able to type that big an entry last night lol At work at a couple points, I was really feeling like I wasn't gonna make it. But amazingly we did.
At one point after the first busy rush, I commented to C that the night probably was setting both our recoveries back a couple weeks...
If C had sent Javier home early again like he did last Saturday, I probably would've walked out.
Today will be a nice quiet recovery day for us all, full of some laid-back cleaning while C hangs out at the bar, punctuated by a table or two.
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still alive
Posted:Feb 10, 2007 9:29 pm
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2007 8:29 am
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Very busy night.
Sats suck with mono.
Sats suck even more without Girl Cook and with mono.
Talked to her yesterday. She wouldn't spill the beans about why she quit...
Very tired.
And cold.
Not really headachy, though.
Crazy Bitch there so no C hug goodbye.
Send him 'hugs ' texts if we can't hug but they're a poor substitute.
Just got home from work but showering and climbing into bed already...
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Happy birthday to you...
Posted:Feb 6, 2007 11:00 pm
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2007 8:54 pm
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Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday dear C...
Happy birthday to you.

Today (well, Tuesday) was C's bday.
I was halfway through prep this pm when I realized I left his card at home!
But Crazy Bitch and his family were there at the end of the night, so I probably wouldn't have given it to him anyways.
The card was 'Top 10 things heard at birthday parties that sound dirty but really aren't', which is fun and harmless, but methinks Crazy Bitch would've freaked out over it, so I guess it's a good thing I forgot it.
I'll try to give it to him earlier in the night tomorrow, in case Crazy Bitch comes in again.

Work was really dead, so C was able to just sit back and relax while Javier and I took care of it. His ribs are still really sore. He went back to the doctor Sunday night and got a lot of xrays- turns out he's actually got 3 fractured ribs and 2 broken ones... I guess fractured aren't as bad as broken, but for all intents and purposes, he's got 5 broken ribs!

I was really tired at work today, I think knowing I have mono made me more tired than not knowing. That happens with my period all the time- I almost never get crampy until I actually see the blood.
I could've gone to bed earlier again tonight, but alas, there were things on tv, so it's my typical 2:30 bedtime again. But I'm on vaca the end of Feb, so I'll probably be able to kick this thing once and for all then. Hopefully.
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I'm not crazy after all!
Posted:Feb 5, 2007 9:05 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2007 10:07 pm
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Got the blood test results back from the doctor today and I have mono!! She didn't expect me to have anything, it was a last resort before sending me to the neurologist; but I do indeed have mono.
I didn't take the possibility seriously cuz I haven't been that tired, like I expected you'd be so super tired you can't barely get out of bed...
But all I can really do is get plenty of rest and drink lots of fluids so I don't get dehydrated. And I should be back to normal energy levels within 6 weeks. But I can still work.
It sounds strange, but I'm just glad something was actually found- I thought the headaches were just driving me crazy or something.
I wonder if Kim gave me mono. She's the only one I've kissed in the past 6 months or so, and I don't know how or from who else I would've gotten it from... Can't be C, since we only kissed that once ([post 256025])- it's just been blowjobs the past 11 months or so. But I'm glad I couldn't have given it to him.

Never got a hold of C today... hopefully he had a good CrazyBitch-free and relaxing day to help his ribs heal up!

And it is only 12:02am but I'm heading to shower and then bed... my body is telling me it's tired, so I'm gonna start listening to it more and hopefully get to bed earlier. Plus there's nothing really on tv so that makes it easier...

But I'm hoping my tension headaches are really sexual headaches, because I found a Cure For The Sexual Headache. and would love to pass the cure on to C to make the BJs good for both of us.
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this hasn't happened in a while
Posted:Feb 4, 2007 1:48 am
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2007 10:03 pm
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it's almost 5am, I can't remember the last time I stayed up so late! I posted with the intention of going to bed shortly thereafter, but got sidetracked checking out some new blogs...
But luckily I don't have to work tomorrrow.
I'll take a shower tomorrow... right now I'm gonna jump in bed and have a little fun.
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