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Here we are...another sunday evening and the saga continues. Karoake isn't what it used to be. I used to love to go out on Saturday night with friends and enjoy an ice tea or two and sing til my heart delights. Last night I felt rather uncomfortable to say the least. Having another meet & greet, planned by none other than the lovely Sweetdaisy, we had a few folks show up. I was pleased to see that the AdultFriendFinder folks that showed were there to support the m&g. We did have one couple from out of town show up and they finally joined our table after the people they were with left. Unfortunately, we were not able to join them at their table because there was not enough room at their table and the management had asked us not to move any more tables in front of the doors. So we reluctantly had to take a table away from the others. Nothing like feeling like an outcast. Sweetdaisy also was not included in the other table. So we became distant to the other group. We tried visiting but it was difficult with the lack of room. So we stayed on "our" side. Not sure what happened there but I guess we will never know. These other folks have elected to not explain their actions but would rather make it very apparent they do not want anything to do with us.
Will I stop going to M&G's...doubt it. I enjoy being around people too much. Will I feel sad that somehow our friendship has been damaged somehow..yes definitely!! I hope that these folks will someday have the heart to explain what has caused this distance and not continue this drama that is occuring. We thought of them as great friends and were delighted to be able to see more of them, but they do not feel the same about us.
I will just leave things at that. I know I've probably rambled more than I should've again. I will probably hear the rumblings later about what I have said, but I had to get this off my chest. My heart is heavy with the sadness of losing good friends. Maybe someday we can be friends again.