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“When I find out all the reasons
Maybe I'll find another way, find another day.
With all the changing seasons of my life
Maybe I'll get it right next time.
And now that you've been broken down,
Got your head out of the clouds
You're back down on the ground
And you don't talk so loud, you don't walk so proud
Any more, and what for?”
The post divorce years were strange. She got a job near where I worked and occasionally we would have lunch. I don’t know why, I guess I just couldn’t be bothered to waste the time and energy it took to hate her. I never initiated contact unless there was some financial issue to be resolved. It was just strange. She eventually changed jobs and that took care of the lunch issue. She still calls though. Every year on my birthday. It’s the strangest thing. Even if I don’t answer the call, she still leaves a voice mail. She once told me that we will always have a “bond”. What the fuck is she talking about?! It took me a long time to realize we never had anything in common and we have even less in common now. Sometimes I try to figure out why she feels the need to remain connected to me. It’s not like we will ever get back together. I might throw her a grudge fuck, but even then I’d have to be pretty drunk and I know it would just be disappointing. You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
Our marriage was a learning experience. I’d like to think I came out the other side in pretty good shape. I guess time will tell.
6/21/2005 11:00 am
FROM SOMEONE THAT CAN RELATE TO THIS, I KNOW WHAT U MEAN ABOUT ALWAYS HAVE A BOND , HELLO THAT BOND WAS BROKEN , CALLED "DIVORCE"|
NOT SURE WHY MOST WOMEN FEEL THAT WAY, I STILL REMEMBER MY EX' S BIRTHDAY BUT I DONT CALL HIM FOR SURE. WANNA HEAR SOMETHING FUNNY?
MY EX IS NOW WITH A WOMAN WHO HAS THE EXACT BIRTHDAY AS MINE...10/27/66
NOW THAT IS STRANGE!!!!!!!!