I love my muse...  

Tala4u2 54M  
2089 posts
4/6/2005 11:10 pm

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I love my muse...

and she loves me. Yes to those reading this post I have told her I love her. Love is a four letter word and is very powerful in oits own right and is far removed from lust. My muse is a special woman and not just to me but to her many friends and family.

Once we were lovers which was a great time we had a lot of fun and always great communication. One of those classic tales of opposites attracting she is 10yrs older than I am and has had an amazing life. By pure chance we met and swapped addresses and so I wrote to her and she wrote back (snail mail) and whenever I was going to be near her home I said I would call and catch up for coffee.

The first time we caught up at her home and I walked in and bent to get her a hullo peck on the cheek and she just moulded herself into my body. So the peck transformed into a long passionate kiss. Eventually we unlocked lips and went into the kitchen where she was looking quite flushed as she prepared the coffee and I had a rather unseemly bulge in my pants for a casual guest.

All this was fine because we just kept talking about what we had been doing lately, and where we were going etc. Having been writing regularly over the preceeding two months we had a good raphor between ourselves. To this day two plus years down the track she still has all my letters and cards I have sent from where I have been and no I do not have any of hers, which is a bugger because she still denies that she wrote the she loves to fuck in one of the early ones. And she is such a lady she would NEVER say that!!

The coffee ended up being thrown out because in the course of helping her prepare it I got too close in handing her the milk and she turned around and draped her hands around my neck and more smooching followed. I am not a person for strict love making proceedure and so when the tension between my member and my trousers became too much I bunched her mini up around her hips and lifted her up onto the edge on the kitchen counter and released the offending object which slid into a deliciously warm and dripping place once I pulled her g string aside.

That was a long time ago and after our 'relationship' ended we remained firm friends and yes she will be my muse forever. I write this today because I phoned her last night and she was so excited. She has found her man at last. I believe her as well. You do learn things about people from intimacy and she has had crap boyfriends over time. She was always so busy being the role model stereotype woman and denying her own ego for her men. Yes we were b/f and g/f for a while and when that ended we were fuck friends.

Girls it is not just guys who push for sex, LMAO I will never forget doing a flying trip though her city and receiving a huge serve on the phone as we had caught up quickly in the city for a chat and coffee b4 I had to head off. First call was, 'I am home thanks for a lovely catch up, i want to see you tonight.' Babe, I cant I am so tired and flat out. 'You Bastard! I am horny and want to see you!' 10 pm phone rings again and I wake up to hear , "you been sleeping?" 'Yes', i replied , 'good you are rested and I am still horny and will see you in 15 minutes!'

I am so happy she hs got herself a great guy, she is a great friend, I care for her happiness, she is a terrific muse. But she is such a bloody hippy! love you babe, even your lentil soup.

Tala, Wizard of The Kingdom of BooBoBia, DEITY,

wyvernrose 38F
3895 posts
4/7/2005 4:59 am

Ohhhhhhh gosh! she sounds lovely Tala, have had friends like that myself, although not the pushing, the friendship.

hmmm I am usually the one who pushes for sex actually when I want it, hmm maybe I should look at curbing that urge, hmmmm not I know already that doesn't work that when I become a mega bitch !


papyrina 51F
21133 posts
4/7/2005 12:04 pm

its great that yor still friends after all this time

I'm a

i'm here to stay

rm_bella_ 47F
4030 posts
4/7/2005 12:35 pm

That is so beautiful. It is difficult to find someone that leaves a lasting impression years later.

rm_WickedFemale 62F
401 posts
4/7/2005 1:25 pm

~finally the spring bug has bitten dear Tala~
Thanks for sharing....Hugs

keithcancook 60M
17865 posts
4/7/2005 2:39 pm

That is a very sweet story. I think WickedFemale is on to something...

Tala4u2 54M  
2961 posts
4/7/2005 4:27 pm

Thanks all for your comments she would be so happy to know about them and I will tell her next time we chat on the phone. Having a muse is not something I ever planned and the realisation that this woman was my muse even surprised me. What I got from all your comments was just a reinforcing on my views an the power of love. I firnly believe that Love if channelled correctly between two people does not have to be marriage, it is a partnership that honest communication about it result in a very fruitful relationship which does not require physical intimacy. In the couples scenarios love is usually the fulcrum that creates new life, it is nuturing at the fullest extent. What e have is a nuturing of my creative directions and for my muse her ego. Interesting isn't it.

Tala, Wizard of The Kingdom of BooBoBia, DEITY,

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