Why me???  

TNLady21 32M/32F
6 posts
12/22/2005 5:06 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Why me???


I know that most people ask this question when they are in bad situations, they get into trouble or when something bad happens. But I have been in this situation now for almost four years. I take care of my hubby's mom who is very sick. Day by day I just watch her die. No matter what I do I can not take the pain and discomfort away. I want so badly for my hubby and I to have our own life and maybe start a family, but it is almost imposable. I know she is really sick and she needs us but, there are so many people out there more qualified then I am to take care of her. I have quit my job, dropped out of college and put my life on hold for this women. Is is ever going to end? Sometime I wonder is it worth it to do this or what to do. A nursing home.... maybe but the hubby won't talk about it. we are moving in a few days and now I am begining to feel guilty. I am wondering are we doing the right thing.

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