I miss you......  

TB49er 40F
633 posts
6/29/2005 11:35 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I miss you......

Today has been a hard day. I find sadness in the littlest things I do. I wait to hear your silly laugh, to see your smiling face, or just to have to pick up a pair of flip flops you left behind. I miss your voice and the silly phone calls. I know the pain will go away but I am so mad right now. I hate the world and ask why. Why were you taken when you had so much to offer. Their will never be a white wedding gown waiting for you to wear. Their will never be a child who acts and looks like you. Their will never be a niece or nephew for us to tease and watch them grow. Why is life so cruel? I don't want the harder days to come, I don't want to miss you everyday. Your life was too short and we needed you here. I sit and cry and want you back. You wanted to be the adult, but you were still a child.

CuteAZguy27 39M
1545 posts
6/30/2005 12:47 am

I know exactly where you are emotionally, and i know it hurts, IF YOU EVER need to vent or talk or just need an ear , PLEASE let me know even by email and i will give you my full attention.

My Father was killed by a drunk driver and i posted this blog if you want to read the situation(i encourage it) and how i delt with it. its posted as "Another year without him" on June 9th.


Barbiebunny69 43F

6/30/2005 3:08 am

**brings you a daisy, and a hug**
Ill hold you hand when u cry. Wish i could do more

rm_reisaree 42F
611 posts
6/30/2005 4:29 am

Sweetie... I'm not going to lie to you.... it will always hurt... you will always miss her..but soon the anger will fade... and after time the tears will have longer gaps....the hurt will last forever... but I know you... and I know that you will make it.. Its been almost 7 years since I lost my daddy... and yes, I still cry... but not too often.. mostly I talk to him.. and believing he can still hear me makes me feel better... So you believe sweetie....
she is watching you... and I know she must be proud... I am sending you a hug through your monitor... grab a pillow and squeeze... think of me.... I love you girlfriend *real* (ya know you'd truly be my pick if I ever go to your side!)

rm_sgtrock60 56M
20 posts
6/30/2005 12:51 pm

Not sure who you lost but be sure that I am sorry. I hope things will get better for you soon!

By the way I enjoed reading your other articles as well you have been thru a lot and are quite good at sharing it.

funguy6601 32M

6/30/2005 5:04 pm

i am sorry for your loss. you know you can call me anytime if you want to talk about it.

spfly68 44M
2 posts
7/1/2005 7:08 am

Ah, only this site could offer the dubious solace of being comforted by a talking penis...

I am very sorry about the loss of your sister. Death is so irreversibly cruel.

daighi 49M
1449 posts
7/14/2005 4:53 pm

I'm sending out to you a BIG HUG.I know that it won't take away the pain of your loss,but i hope that it shows that you are NOT alone,you are in MY thoughts,& i will offer up a prayer for your loved one.

take care,& you know where i am if you need to talk.

Dave XX

"Always remember...keep smiling!"



sargemc 64M

10/5/2005 11:58 am

Tb--I never knew until now that you lost someone close to you.
You stand by me, and hold me up. I should have been there for you as well. I am so srry that I was not aware. Please forgive my lack of knowing. I want you to know that I am here for you anytime you need to talk . I know how you are feeling and what a loss of this magnitude can do to a family. I reach out to you with all my love.
And I send you the biggest hug and kiss that this old man can muster up. Love you Sarge

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