Still haven't found What I'm looking for..  

Synn74 42F
1142 posts
8/18/2005 11:07 pm
Still haven't found What I'm looking for..

And I may never find it..
As my profile states I'm not looking to "hook up" in the lets fuck our brains out and I can leave hungrier than before the door even opened
but what I am looking for is a friendship someone to talk to laugh with explore the sexual tensions that elude us all just have a great friendship with someone who's beautiful presence adds to my life. And if it lead to more why stop it great friends can be amazing lovers too both in and out of a bed.

YES I am married hubby knows I'm here and although I'm sure he loves me very much there are times that he doesn't satisfy the hunger deep within me a passion in which I even deny myself because most would think I live in an unrealistic moment that the closeness I desire has only existed within my mind.. The writings that come to my mind I leave covered because they are so raw that I feel like noone could understand exactly how I feel.

I once had the ultimate realtionship we were fuck buddies with the friendship to go with it
he was amazing gorgeous and bisexual I miss him dearly but he has went on to teach and fulfill his passions in life never settling was one.

So there I have shared what it is I crave until I find it I will continue to dream that someone will come into my life and soothe my silent beast within..




I welcome you to the House of Syn...



rm_not12lose 41M
4 posts
8/19/2005 2:59 pm

I am not going to BS you here, We can be friends,talk, watch movies, have sex,etc...etc... what ever you want.....as long as you know my time is limited do to the wife factor


dabrewinguy 43M

8/19/2005 1:53 pm

I couldn't agree with you more. There is nothing like having someone that you can share an amazing friendship with, someone who stimulates your mind and lets you be yourself on all levels without passing judgement or offering unneccesary opinions, and yet still have the benefit of being passionate lovers. You are a priceless treasure my dear.


Synn74 42F
1206 posts
8/19/2005 12:34 pm

Thanks to you both as I admire both your blogs you comment mean alot.
I have one person I find extremely intriguing hoping to atleast begin a friendship with him



I welcome you to the House of Syn...


PailsDiverHonks 55F

8/19/2005 11:54 am

There were times I felt that same way. I was seeking the same thing you are. I'm happy to say I did find what I was seeking, it just takes time. Stay positive, you will find him!


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