Just 6 more days  

Synn74 42F
1142 posts
2/22/2006 8:13 pm
Just 6 more days

And this month will be over!!!

This has been a tough month...

-burying a dear friend on 2/5/06
learning one of his remaining brothers committed suicide yesterday 02/21/06
-burying a classmate on 02/03/93 my Sr Year of HS

me and hubby not being on best of terms...and wondering if I will ever be loved the way I need
to be...

but mainly ....

7 years ago tommorrow I buried my father...(yes it said 8 i was thinking '98 not 99
I hope to put some flowers on his grave tommorrow
(red carnations n yellow gerbera daisy's)

I have felt alone and extremely unloved as of late guess this could explain why ...

I hope blogging will bring me out of my funk or atleast keep me from slipping into one...

Now is the time I could use "me" time just to breathe and keep myself sane...
hopefully soon I can get out of town for a couple days...

Thank you to everyone who has brightened my days here this past month..I love you guys!

- syn-

I welcome you to the House of Syn...

Synn74 42F
1206 posts
2/23/2006 8:53 am


I welcome you to the House of Syn...

aascrompn 42M
6444 posts
2/23/2006 6:21 am

Wow... That is very tough. Just know that we all are going through our own funk as well. You have had it really bad, as of late, but that just means things have to get better for you coming up! Keep your head up... *Big hugs*

angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
2/22/2006 8:29 pm

This IS a tough month for you. Take that "me" time. Even if it is only to get out and walk by your self and breathe the fresh air. Thinking of you.

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