In The Moment Before You  

Synn74 42F
1142 posts
1/7/2006 11:47 am
In The Moment Before You

Time stops
tears fall
silence shatters
breathing hurts
my soul
mourns death
a love
can't comphrend
you gone
from my
life full
emptiness
sadness
lingers with
your ghost
tell me
once more
as you
kiss me goodbye.......

© Olivia Ryhan-Davis 2005/1/07
(me) yes I stole your name


"goodbye my baby .." ~ "Bear"


My Song: Addicted ~ Enrique Iglesias

Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?

[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.


[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...
I lose it all.
I lose it all...
Nah nah nah
nah nah nah....
Nah nah nah nah nah nah.....
nah nah nah nah nah nah....

You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....




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MADLYENLUV 46M/31F

1/9/2006 10:39 am

Your welcome Synn, glad we could be of some comfort to you in your time of need. Yes, it will make you stronger and smarter....take care and keep on writing...it frees the soul.....EN


Synn74 42F
1206 posts
1/8/2006 10:47 am

thank you EN
the past couple days have been tough but the light is showing through
without word of comfort from you and Poet and others I probably would still be in tears the pain will end.. but his memory will stay and the love we shared will only make me stronger for it ..

CKarma (Princess) Thank you!!!!!!!!!! *hugs back*



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CelticKarma 43F
1350 posts
1/7/2006 6:25 pm

*HUG*


Synn74 42F
1206 posts
1/7/2006 4:39 pm

I have decided to write more because for one he loved it when I did
and two it is something I can control
so to my bear my new pen name is in honor of the life we never found..like Rose and Jack I am taking you last name to allow your memory to live on in me...

Olivia Rhyan-Davis



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Synn74 42F
1206 posts
1/7/2006 4:37 pm

I have decided to write more because for one he loved it when I did
and two it is something I can control
so to my bear my new pen name is in honor of the life we never found..like Rose and Jack I am taking you last name to allow your memory to live on in me...



I welcome you to the House of Syn...


MADLYENLUV 46M/31F

1/7/2006 2:14 pm

Sad but, beautiful, just as your name.

Dear Synn
Time will begin
Tears will end
Silence will descend
Your heart will mend

Don't be afraid to let go, hanging on now will only drag you down a lonely road. Let go of him and move forward, on your own. You should be the only reason that you're trying. Remember, now he's the only reason you're crying.

EN


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