Does he know  

Synn74 42F
1142 posts
10/10/2005 1:48 pm
Does he know

That I need more than a quick kiss
Or realize sex once a month
isn't enough..
Does he rememeber what it is that
turns me own..

I wish he understood why
caresses mean so much..
and that sex is more than
20 minutes out of the night

I know he loves me
everyday it shows in the
little things ..
but the intimacy has left..
it is what I crave..
it is why I am here

I find it among the words
but it is not enough
Breathe it in ..
it is what sustains me

He says he'll leave if indescresions
are known
Any man can ravage my body
fulfill the sexual lust within
but until my inner desires
are saited I continue on..
wanting more
romance is the game I seek
SEDUCING MY MIND turning me on
in ways he will not
i tell him my needs
he says he'll try harder
but here I am still

Does he know I his wife
could so easily fall for another
in the simplest of ways...
does he.....

* this isn't intended as anything just a culmination of my thoughts of the past few nights within my house.. feeling empty wondering if even remaining here within blogland is something I should do..
I want so much to be needed.. wanted.. realizing it may never happen...*

I welcome you to the House of Syn...

onthefence3 35F
6 posts
10/12/2005 2:58 pm

I know how you feel.....but at least your husband can be with you when you're in public... it hurts my heart even more to know that she loves me but cannot show it unless we're alone behind closed curtains and doors.....yet she gets hurt when/ if i even think about going out with a friend....not even romantically....anyways.... thanks for the post on my blog and **HUGS**

lifeisablast333 54M

10/10/2005 6:08 pm

good things will cum..........

Synn74 42F
1206 posts
10/10/2005 5:13 pm

Byte you're soo sweet ty for the encouragement!!!

I welcome you to the House of Syn...

fyrfyter_1961 56M
4 posts
10/10/2005 4:17 pm

I hope he feels what you have posted here and when he feels that i hope he gives you that passion you desire.

THere is a reason i'm divorced and you just wrote about it.

Good luck.

ByteChaser2 53M

10/10/2005 3:30 pm

Of course it'll happen hun. Patience and vigilence dear. And hope.


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