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I can't complain about the weather because I love things HOT!!
But *whispering* .. AAAAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!! I'm melting!!
Djeeezz.. this must be the hottest summer I can remember.. A few posts back I was all happy and lucky about what an amazinly great summer we have this year.. and a couple of weeks later.. *whispering again**.. (((I wouldn't mind a little break (with rain) for a day or two)))
And everyone is off their à propos, cuz no one's used to this heat! All the Ventilators, Airconditioners and yes: even the swimmingpools!! are all sold out!!
People are being refused at the door of the public pools because..they're full!!
Swimming in the public waters is not recommended because of the nasty blue alges that's developed in there..
It feels like Jimi Hendrix songs.. Of course I can't remember any title at the moment..
Tonight I was at an evening of Enlightning my Own Spirit... One of those vague new ages thingo's..
And ya know what? It worked for me..
After some explanation the most of the evening consisted of a huge visualization.. Connecting with your Spritual Self and then with the Spiritual World.. asking healing and help from your guides, that sort of stuff..
I didn't see any guides (I'm quite sceptical about these things).. and I didnt feel any healing.. But it was hard to focus on the visualization for me because my hands were burning so badly it felt like they were on fire. Putting them flat out on the cold floor did not help. It was the weirdest thing..
Then later he confirmed what many people have told me (that I have healing powers) before, but I refused to believe. He said that I have a whole team of healing guides standing by me, waiting for me to accept my whatever it is..
I did Reiki I, and I practised it as well, but every time it worked I shoved it off to coincidence..
Tonight is the first night ever that the experience was so real and tangible that I cannot deny it anymore. There is something with my hands... hahaha I have yet to figure out what it is exactly, but it was quite cool to finally really feel something myself, rather than having other people tell me that I've got 'it'.
I got scared again as well.. remember how freaked out I was in Australia? .. And how I shit myself when I think about ghosts and spirits and stuff like that?
Then the other night I have a dream (I thought it was a nightmare) about different people telling me someone was standing/walking/sitting next to me. And I seemed to be the only one unable to see this someone. It freaked me out so much I wake up sweating and kicking.. And then I come in this thing tonight and one girl starts to talk about her guides and how she can sense their presence in the room.. I started freaking out already.. So I asked that guy what to do if I felt scared.. and if those guys were standing next to me as well..
Then he says I got a whole bunch of 'em surrounding me (it's freaking me out again as I write this) and I lost it I panicked so badly I had to prevent myself from crying..
Luckily he calmed me down and the whole visualization was a quite calm, peacefull, happy event
Weird stuff though... I'm glad I'm going on holidays next week so I don't have to think about it for a while..
Got a meeting-with-my-Guide sceduled for when I get back, so I need to built up some courage and strength before I do that one..
Anyway.. I'm gonna go sit in front of the ventilator.. haha maybe it will blow those spirits away!
7/29/2006 3:15 pm
so here you are
Long time no see.
Wanneer kom je weer eens naar de nl room?
7/30/2006 10:04 am
I have something for u to heel |
Seriously...I think u should keep ur mind open to this.
-Vaihtelu1969 to spice you up-